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wowowee stampede

2006-02-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

ang manny pacquiao news ay nagbago kanikanina lang dahil sa isang napakalaking panibagong balita at ito yun: 70+ people got killed because of stampede at ultra yah, you read that right.. i know some of you know about what happened early this morning at ultra.. i just really felt bad.. i felt like crying while watching those people, especially those women and aged who can't defend themselves, and all those dead people.. hay, let's just pray for their souls and their loved ones they have left behind.. hay, nakakalungkot talaga ang nangyari ngayon.. condolence po sa lahat ng mga namatayan.. enough about that.. di ko pa alam kung sasabihin ko na ung bago kong blog.. heeh =) e, dahil sa mga posts ng aking hostess at ibang sisters ko, sasabihin ko na lang.. hehe =) this is it guys: bianxious.twisted-sunshine.org this ain't fix yet.. imma change its layout next week.. any questions, suggestions, leave a comment.. okei? sorry dahil hindi ko na masyadong nabibisita mga blogs nyo, inaayos ko kasi un e, ung bago kong blog.. hehe =) punta na lang ako sa inyo pag satisfied na ko sa bago kong blog.. hehe =) comment na lang kayo tska tag.. but, i don't know if i'm gonna leave blogger.. hehe =) maybe.. pero, ayoko e.. mamiss ko ung blogger tska wala lang.. hehe =) mas madali dito compared sa bago ko ngaun.. pero, buti na lang, mabait at sweet ang hostess ko.. so, aun.. inaantok na ko.. buhbye!

all about us, girls..

2006-02-01T09:23:00.000+08:00

boys: please read this! girls: comment if you really agree.. ************************** 1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart. 2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology. 3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.) 4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys. 5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. 6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them. 7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok? 8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently. 9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her. 10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals). 11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway. 12. Being too serious can turn a girl off. 13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news. 14. A smile means a lot to a girl. 15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you. 16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave. 17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay. 18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her. 19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful. 20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before. 21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories. 22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself. 23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. 24. Girls love having fun! 25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day. 26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through. 27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend. 28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order. 29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them. 30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved. ************************** comment kayo ah! pero, okei lang kung hindi, wala naman akong pakialam.. *wink* ang taray ko!

weeee! thanx!

2006-01-31T15:42:00.000+08:00

it's been, well, 48 years since my last post! haha =D joke lang! miss you guys! grabe, ang daming nangyari sa inyo, dakilang bloggers ko, na sobrang.. hay, di na ko updated.. hehe =) aun.. wala lang.. thanx sa lahat ng mga comments nyo ah? sobrang natuwa ako dun! hehe =) promise! kahit na hindi tungkol sa akin.. at least, alam ko na may nagbabasa sa mga pinagsusulat ko dito.. hehe =) tsaka ung sa mga nag-tag para sabihin na mag-update na ako.. haha =D wala lang.. nakakatuwa.. birthday ng mum ko kahapon! wala lang.. badtrip nga e! kaya pala parang ayokong pumasok sa school kasi wala naman pala kaming gagawin.. papauwiin din pala kami ng mga teachers namin! asus! sayang naman ung uniform na sinuot ko kahapon! pero, siyempre, sinama ko na un sa mga marurumi, kahit sandali ko lang nasuot.. so, aun, wala lang.. birthday ng mum ko kahapon.. wala akong gift sa kanya.. hehe =) wala lang.. di naman niya kailangan ng mga gift e, sabi niya.. gift na daw para sa kanya ung makasama niya ako.. haha =D ang drama ng mum ko! weee! (only child kasi ako, pero, hindi spoiled brat) birthday nga nya kahapon, ako naman ang binili niya ng damit, 3 tops.. haha =D di ko naman sinabi na ibili niya ako e.. ganito pa un.. mum: kaw muna magbayad nung isa, ako na ung dalawa.. ako: (tinitignan ang laman ng wallet) mum: babayaran mo talaga? *big grin* ako: hindi noh! tinitignan ko lang kung may pera ba akong nilagay o wala.. tska, kulang ang pera ko.. (habang papaalis na sa bilihan) mum: sus! birthday ko nga, ikaw naman ang binili ko! *smile* ako: di ko naman sinabi na ibili mo ako e.. *smile* okei lang naman sa kanya un kasi susuotin din naman niya un! hehe =) wala lang.. naku naman, wala talaga akong makwento ngayon.. hehe =) wala lang.. sa susunod na lang siguro.. wala na naman kaming ginawa kanina e, kaya ang aga ko na naman umuwi.. hehe =) pero, sana lagi na lang ganun para masaya! weeepeee! ***love you talaga guys, sa lahat ng mga comments niyo at tag..

stuff about the Philippines

2006-01-23T12:39:00.000+08:00

there are, uhm, 2 stuff i want to share with you guys, especially Filipinos.. that we should be proud of.. 1. MANNY PACQUIAO WON! weepeeee! haha =D ang saya saya! first time ko lang na-apprecaiate manood ng boxing.. first time ko din nanood ng boxing with anticipation.. haha =D nakakatuwa diba? o, ako lang ung natutuwa.. hehe =) kahit na, basta masaya ako.. gusto nyo kwento ko? haha =D medyo alam ko ung buong nangyari sa boxing kasi, talagang nanood ako.. umaalis ako sa upuan ko, at mag-iinternet pag commercial lang.. kwento ko na lang ung mga nangyari na muntik na maknock out so morales! ***2nd round - nakakapit lang siya sa gilid, sa mga tali sa ring.. ***8th round - kaasar tong round na to! kung hindi lang hinarangan (sinadya o hindi sinadya) ng refiree si morales, bumagsak na sana siya.. ***10th round - 2 beses siyang bumagsak, pero, nung pangalawa lang siya talaga official na KO! weee! ang saya saya talaga! to pa, para sa mga Filipinos out there na nasa ibang bansa, may dalawang moviehouse dito, megamall and rockwell, nagpalabas ng live show ng pacman vs morales, worth 300 and 500.. as in live talaga, kasabay ng pagpapalabas dun sa vegas.. pero, dito ka magugulat.. napuno ung dalawang moviehouse kahit na ganun kamahal! (well, para sa amin, 100 kasi ung minimum na sine dito) grabe diba? tska, ceasefire ang politika dito sa pinas! sabi nga ng tito ko, di daw matutuloy ang kudeta dahil dito! parang totoo nga un, kasi, parang lahat ng tao dito sa pinas ay nanonood ng laban ni pacman kay morales.. hehe =) sana nga may nanalo na boksingero para laging tahimik dito.. tska para magaganda ang binabalita dito sa pinas! hehe =) 2. JOLLIBEE ON DISCOVERY CHANNEL! weee! asteeg din to! nafeatured ang jobie sa discovery channel kahapon, sa isang show nila, crossings.. asteeg! isa sa mga fast food chain na bigatin at puntahan ng masa! weee! hehe =) pero, alam naman natin na chinese ung may-ari nun.. pero, at least, dito sa Philippines sila unang nagtayo at dito nila naisipan ang magtayo ng isang jobie! weee! kakagulat talaga! well, ayan ang dalawang magandang balita ko sa Pilipinas.. madami pang iba pero yan lang ang mga nalaman at nangyari kahapon.. dapat mag-uupdate ako kahapon kaso, busy ako sa panonood at pagrereview.. mid-term exam week kasi namin ngaun.. hay.. wish me luck!

why am i feeling this way

2006-01-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

after what have happened to me, to my cellphone, everything changed.. i dont know.. it's like, [edit]everyone[/edit] CAN NOT TRUST me anymore, especially my parents, my dad.. argh! i hate this feeling.. am i being too paranoid or something? arghness! paking shet! screw paula! ganito kasi un, yesterday, i went to my blockmate's house, kat, to have a pictorial for our group project in pinoy.. medyo late na kami nakauwi, pero, di ako nakapagpaalam sa tatay ko.. so, i texted him.. okei lang daw, ganyan ganyan.. may pupuntahan daw siya mamaya, sa church, may meeting daw sila, lector kasi tatay ko.. so, i asked him if he could pick me up at pantranco, quezon ave, at around 6:30pm.. then, he called.. dad: di na kita masusundo kasi our meeting will start at 6:30 pm.. me: ah, okei.. sige, magccommute na lang ako.. dad: e, paula, sigurado ka? me: oo, magccommute na lang ako.. dad: alam mo paula, nababahala na ko sayo e, since you've lost your fone, baka kung ano na naman ang mawala sayo! me: okei, commute na ko.. bye.. ayan.. yan ang gumugulo sa utak ko.. kung bakit halos lahat ng bagay ay may connection na sa nawalang cellphone, or, pwedeng sa katangahan ko, winala ko.. paking shet! naiinis ako! parang, alam mo un.. kaasar kasi e, napakatanga ko.. pinakamasaklap pa kasi dun, e, installment ung pagbayad sa fone na un, ngaun, hindi pa tapos bayaran.. alam mo un, wala na sa mga kamay ko, pero binabayaran pa rin! paking shet! im sooooooo stupid!

a very looong time

2006-01-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

looooong time no post huh? did you miss me? haha =D well, me? oh god.. so muchoooooo! miss you so muchoooooo! okei, so, anong ikkwento ko..? uhm, well, kwento na lang natin ung pinakahighlight ngaung week na to kahit di pa tapos kasi ito naman talaga ung pinakasobra to the max na nangyari sakin.. so.. last week, friday, nagpunta ako sa robinsons galleria kasi andun ung clinic ng dentist ko, kasama nanay ko.. nung nagpunta ako dun, nagulat na lang ako ng sinabi ng dentist ko sa mum ko, "madam, tatanggalin na po natin ung braces sa lower".. weeee! wala na kong braces, sa baba lang.. may retainers na ko ngaun.. baka this week, tanggalin na din ung upper! weeee! saya! anyways, nung pauwi na ko, sabi ng mum ko na sumakay na lang ako ng taxi.. binigyan nya ko ng P100.. tumawag pa siya (mum ko) sakin nung nasa taxi na ko, di pa kami masyadong nakakalayo.. nung andun na kami dito sa bahay, ang nakalagay sa metro ng taxi ay P100.. so exact lang.. binigay ko ung 100.. sabi ba naman ng taxi driver.. driver: miss, wala bang bente dyan? ako: (gulat sympre!) ha? wala na po akong bente, yan na lang po ang natira sakin.. driver: naman oh (galit pa ang lolo nyo!) nung bumaba ako, hinanap ko kagad ung fone ko, tatawagan ko sana si mum.. paghalungkat ko ng gamit, di ko makita ung fone ko! hanap ako sa labas ng kwarto.. aun.. tapos, tumawag na ko sa guardhouse, wala na daw ung taxi na nasakyan ko, nakalabas na daw! weeee! ano ba yan! so nanginginig na ko sa kaba kasi nawawala ung fone ko.. or pwedeng naiwan ko sa taxi! =/ waaah! tinawagan ko ung mum ko, tinatawagan naman nya ung fone ko pero walang sumasagot.. ayan na, ang tibok ng puso ko bumibilis na.. waaah! aun.. hanggang sa.. The number you have dialled is out-of-coverage area.. weee! wala na! pinaltan na siguro nung nakakuha, siguro ung driver, ung sim card ko.. sun pa naman un.. huhu ='( aun.. so, sa mga friends ko, barkada, ung mga nagbabasa na may alam ng number ko, wala na po yan.. okei, change topic kasi ayoko ng maisip pa yan.. nanood kami kanina ng sweetie ko ng underworld revolution.. di namin naumpisahan pero, pumasok na kami kagad sa moviehouse.. sabi nya kasi e, so nung una, di ko masyadong maintindihan.. pero, okei lang naman, naintindihan ko naman.. galing ng mga effects chuva! promise! kaya nga ung mga reaction ko e, "eeeew! yuck! hala! *shock*" at kung anu-ano pa, basta related dun sa mga un.. pero, okei naman, maganda rin.. ang daming tao, sympre, kakapalabas pa lang..

argh!!!

2006-01-11T14:30:00.000+08:00

ayoko na ng PHILOSOPHY!!! palasagot ako dun.. haha =D naks naman! pero, ngaun.. dahil sa nalaman ko.. hmphf! manigas sana puwet ng teacher ko na un! puta talaga un! wala daw favoritism! waaah! sana naging teacher na lang dad ko or mum ko.. tapos kilala nya.. para naman, kahit papaano, may recitation ako.. diba? paking shet kasi e! ganito kasi un e.. di ko alam kung totoo ung sinabi ng blockmate ko, pero, ewan ko.. parang e.. nung nagreport kasi sila sa philosophy nung monday, nakita nila ung grades namin.. nakabukas kasi ung class record nung teacher namin na nakalagay sa table.. e, nasa table ung mga blockmates ko na un.. ganito kasi un.. hindi ung mismong reporter ung nagsabi, sinabi sa kanya.. kasi pati siya apektado sa nangyari.. blockmate: uy! may chika ako sayo! paula: ano un? b: wala tayong recitation sa philo! p: ..... (iniisip ko lang kasi ung report, kala ko un ung sinasabi nya, kala ko kasi recitation din un) b: wala man lang tayong 1pt! kahit isa! p: ha? ano? (dun ko lang nagegets!) b: si bea nga may nakalagay 2, 1, 1, 2.. p: ano?? samantalang sumasagot ako!! di ba nya naririnig? b: tinatanong nga diba tayo kung sino ung sumasagot.. p: oo, pero, bakit ganun? taena nya! b: oo nga e! bakit ganun? bakit si bea lang ba ung sumasagot? p: baka naman may binibigay ung parents nya dun kay pepa (surname ng teacher) hay naku! ano sa tingin nyo? ewan ko.. di ko alam kung isang rumor na naman to at kailangang di paniwalaan.. badtrip talaga! asar!!! pero, nakakainis e.. diba? kaw ba naman mag-iisip ng mga sagot tapos un pala, wala ding mangyayari sayo.. paking shet!

projects!! rar!!

2006-01-10T08:49:00.000+08:00

~~report on nstp~~ midterm exam on filipino (scrapbook) research paper on english (abortion.. lol) haha =D im done with pakshit nstp! haha =D i mean, we're done.. and what's REALLY good about it is that our blockmates DID enjoy our report.. well, we have this 4 tiring activities that well, they really enjoyed.. activities are such motivations to every students.. nakakabored kasi magsalita sa harap at pakinggan magsalita ang nasa harap at the same time.. hehe =) tama naman ako diba? well, for the first time, ngaun lang ako naka-experience ng ganito.. lahat sila ay nag-eenjoy sa mga ginagawa namin.. nila, i mean.. all of them were cooperating.. and oh! we got a high grade because of that.. kasama kasi ang mga blockmates namin sa pag-ggrade sa min.. 50% sa professor, 50% sa students.. all of them gave not lower than 90%.. some of them gave us 95% kaya todo SMILE kaming lahat.. like this one oh.. hehe =) we really DID impress our teacher.. sabi nya kasi e.. nagpunta ba naman kami sa room ng 30 minutes before the classes will start para magprepare and everything.. naglagay pa ko ng ganito sa pintuan: BAWAL PUMASOK SA ROOM, NAG-AAYOS KAMI!!! =) talagang kinakarir ng lola nyo ever! chuva! hehe =) aun.. basta, masaya! and oh! yah, that was yesterday.. ngaun lang ako nag-update because of f*cking schoolwork! ginagawa ko pa ung english and pinoy! rar!

movies movies!

2006-01-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

tatlo na ung napapanood ko sa MMF: ako legal wife, mourning girls, at blue moon.. wala pa akong napapanood na fantasy movie.. dapat ung enteng kabisote, kaso, wala lang.. nakapasok na kami sa mourning girls e.. all of the movies i've watched were so amazing.. must-watch! pero, ung gusto ko sa tatlo? blue moooooon.. love story kasi un e.. hehe =) pwede mo na nga siyang compare sa the notebook and a walk to remember.. basta, sobrang ganda.. tearjerker! promise! naiyak talaga ako.. kaya nga nasabi ko na pwede ng compare e.. kasi sa mga movies na un, umiyak talaga ako.. talagang iyak.. ung tipong gusto mong pigilin ung tears mo pero di mo magawa kasi tulo ng tulo talaga.. punas naman ako kagad.. hehe =) sobra talaga.. napanood ko kanina lang ung blue moon.. ako nga lang mag-isa e (wawa naman).. kung alam ko lang na manood din ung mga blockmates ko, sana sumama na lang ako sa kanila para may kasama ako.. hay.. wala lang.. pero, maganda talaga ung movie.. kaya nga todo punas ako sa mga mata ko kasi nahihiya ako.. hehe =) okei na sana kung may kasama para dun mo itago ung mukha mo.. pero, wala e! wala nga akong katabi e.. pero, di naman siya tragic.. okei naman ang ending kaya maganda.. gusto ko sana ikwento pero panoorin nyo na lang! speaking of the notebook, lagi na lang akong naiiyak sa movie na un kahit na ilang beses ko na siyang napapanood.. sobra! as in.. hehe =) nahihiya nga ako sa mga pinsan ko nung pinanood namin un ulit e.. lumabas na lang ako para di makita.. hehe =) ung dalawang movie naman, ako legal wife at mourning girls, parang pareho lang ung story.. parehong may kabit ung lalaki.. 3 nga lang ung sa ako legal wife, 4 naman sa mourning girls.. pero, maganda naman kasi tawa ako ng tawa! hehe =) promise! panoorin nyo na lang lalo na pag badtrip kayo para tumawa na kayo.. hay, un lang.. basta, panoorin nyo ung mga movies na binanggit ko ngaun, kahit ung the notebook at a walk to remember (pwedeng basahin, book yan dalawa by nicholas sparks), sulit talaga.. nyt!

first post on 2006

2006-01-03T12:43:00.000+08:00

yayks! first post on 2006! hehe =) ayoko ng new year's resolution, walang kwenta sakin un kasi di ko natutupad ung mga un.. haha =D ang daming kaek-ekan ng mga pilipino tuwing new year noh? we're very superstitious kasi.. noh? let me cite some superstitions that we do during new year.. 1. bumibili ng mga 12 fruits (bilog dapat, di pwedeng oblong) para maging maganda ang buhay mag-aaksaya ka lang ng pera! tumaas nga ang bilihin ng mga bilog na prutas e! 2. naglalagay ng grapes sa door, anywhere you like, basta may grapes.. (dont know why) like what ive said, gagastos ka lang 3. maganda ang bilog sa new year, or magsuot ng damit na may bilog or polka dots.. (dont know why) pano kung wala? di gaganda ang buhay mo? diba, barya lang yan, kasi bilog? dapat rectangle para pera o kaya tseke! pero wag kang tatalon, baka tumalbog (parang ung joke) 4. tumalon ng napakataas para tumangkad pagsapit ng 12am ng new year.. pano na lang si dagul? nakailang beses na ba ung tumalon, wala pa ring nangyari 5. magpaputok para mawala ang mga bad spirits.. ha? un pala ibig sabihin nun, ngaun ko lang nalaman 6. maging masaya, tumawa, pag dating ng new year para masaya ka ng buong taon.. (mga laging nakasimangot, wag magsimangot, lalo ka daw sisimangot) *smile* *grin* LOL hala! parang baliw na ako dito 7. etc, etc, etc hala! pano ung etc, etc, etc? ang dami dami, yan na lang ung natandaan ko.. hehe =) well, those were just superstitions.. they may be true or not true.. kasi ang tao ang gumagawa ng nangyayari sa kanya, diba? but i seldom believe in some superstitions kasi medyo may pagka-superstitious ang family ko, naging tradisyon na kasi kaya ginagawa.. gets nyo? so, aun.. pero, kahit anong mangyari, ikaw ang gagawa ng mga mangyayari sayo.. [edit] 1) The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover 2) Need to mention the sex of the target. 3) Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their Comments saying they've been tagged. 4) If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again. target: male (roy, basahin mo to! hehe) 1. fun 2. loyal 3. god-fearing 4. smart 5. affectionate 6. will do anything for me 7. kind (super) 8. marunong makisama sa mga taong gusto ko tag: bianca, france, jen, jubi, monique, pen, tynz, yen.. [/edit]

new layee again!

2005-12-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

kaasar! nagloloko na ung computer ko dito sa morong.. amfness! hay.. alalang.. wala akong masabi ngaun.. comment na lang kayo tungkol sa bagong layout ko ha.. ngaun ko lang nalaman na december 30 ngaun.. haha =D bukas 31 na! tapos, sa susunod, january 1 2006 na! waaaah! ang bilis talaga!!! hehe =) wala lang.. musta na nga pala kayo? ako? ewan.. hehe =) tanong na lang, masaya ba christmas nyo? hay, ako, parang ordinaryong araw lang.. ang bilis pa ng christmas! hindi ko masyadong maramdaman.. di katulad dati nung bata ako na ang saya saya ko.. bakit kaya? bata pa naman ako ha? hehe =) isip-bata (daw!).. nakakalungkot nga kasi di ko rin nakasama ung dad ko.. first time kong di nakasama ung dad ko nung christmas.. di naman siya nag-abroad, pumasok lang siya.. sipag ba ng tatay ko? oo nga e, pumasok pa sa araw ng pasko.. hay.. pero, malungkot.. tagal ko ng di nag-update na naman.. hehe =) kaya nga namimiss ko na kayo e.. lalo na ung madalas na dumadalaw sa blog ko.. hehe =) touchie ako.. haha =D

a few hours....

2005-12-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

a few hours to go, CHRISTMAS na! woohoo! kainan na dito samin! haha =D niyaya na nga ako ng nanay ko na kumain, habang mainit pa daw ung pagkain.. one of my favorites pa naman, BBQ.. haha =D ako un e! diba sweetie? (hay, sana di na galit).. basta! kain lang kayo ng kain ngayon para masaya!

may your christmas and new year be filled with love and cheer!!! =)

new layee! happiee 16th!

2005-12-23T16:03:00.000+08:00

hi guys! musta? hehe =) namiss nyo ba ako? haha =D feelingera! yan, bago na layout ko.. comment na lang kayo kung di maayos ha.. hay, grabe! ang tagal ko na palang di nag-uupdate! hay, ngayon na lang ulit ako nakapag-internet e.. wala lang.. grabe, kaya nga ito, namiss ko ang pag-update.. ang dami ko pa naman ikkwento.. sana, ung sa mga magbabasa, di tamarin basahin ung storya ko ngayon.. hehe =) iba talaga pag sa parang "tiangge" ka bumibili ng mga gamit, damit, at kung anu-ano pa.. alam nyo kung bakit? kasi minsan, may ibang mga gamit sa mga may pangalang shop na halos parehong-pareho sa tinda sa mga tiangge.. may nakita na kasi ako e, mga gamit ko pa.. hehe =) buti na lang talaga di ako masyadong mahilig sa mga gamit na mamahalin.. tinuruan kasi ako ng nanay ko na bumili na alam mong kailangan at nasa budget mo.. e, sa sobrang katipiran ng nanay ko, medyo namamana ko na.. haha =D at least, di ako ung taong labas ng labas ung pera kahit walang katuturan ung binibili (wala akong pinatatamaan ha? baka may magreklamo at bazookahin na lang ako.. haha =D).. may nakita kasi akong belt sa topshop na kaparehong-pareho ng belt ko na binili ko lang sa divisoria last month.. ang halaga nung belt sa topshop ay almost P1000 samantalang ung sakin ay P200+.. haha =D look at the difference..? sobrang laki diba? pero, promise, pag nakita nyo ung belt ko at belt sa topshop maniniwala kayo sakin na tama ako, parehong pareho.. may isa pa, ung sandals ng mum ko.. bumili ung mum ko ng sandals sa natasha worth P600.. nung nagpunta kami sa galle, dumaan siya sa shoe salon (nasa dentist kasi ako nun.. lapit na tanggalin braces ko! wooohoo!).. may nakita siyang sandals na fornarina worth P2000-5000 (di na nya matandaan kung anong price) na kapareho naman ng sandals nya.. haha =D nung una di ako masyadong naniniwala.. pero nung nakita ko, woah! iba na to.. hay grabe.. mundo nga naman.. hehe =) nakakatuwa at minsan nakakapagtaka.. may isa pa kong kwento! ung 2 panaginip ko na iyak ako ng iyak.. ung una kasi, nanaginip ako na halos lahat ng taong kilala ko, e, galit sakin.. promise! di ko lang matandaan kung anong dahilan kung bakit sila galit sakin.. lahat ng kakilala ko galit sakin, mga magulang ko, relatives, friends.. except si sweetie.. di ko pa nga siya kilala nun e.. hehe =) so aun, galit talaga sila sakin.. pinagtatabuyan nila ako.. sino ba naman di iiyak nun diba? sabi ko pa nga "tama na! alam nyo naman na nasasaktan na ko e!" pang-best actress nga ung dating ko nung sinabi ko un e.. hehe =) tapos ung pangalawa, nananginip naman ako na binaril daw si sweetie sa harap ko.. uhm, actually, di naman.. pero narinig ko ung pagputok ng baril.. siyempre, iyak na naman ako ng iyak! tapos, di na ko makahinga sa sobrang iyak.. tapos, bigla na lang akong napunta sa school, papasok dun..nagtataka nga ko ng pumasok ako ng school, nagpalakpakan ung mga tao.. tapos, un pala, di naman pala talaga binaril si sweetie.. parang test lang un kung gano kami katatag.. pero, parang test lang un para sakin e, kung mahal ko talaga ung tao (puta! kailangan pa ba ng ganun??).. so, aun.. tapos, kwento ko pa sa kaibigan ko kung anong nangyari.. pero ung kaibigan ko na un, di ko pa nakikita (sa totoong buhay), tska ngayon di ko na matandaan kung anong itsura nung mukha nun.. so, aun.. tapos, ito ung nakakatuwang part.. parang pang-harry potter ung school na pinuntahan ko.. so ibig sabihin, dun ako nag-aaral.. hehe =) hay naku.. sana di mangyari un.. iyak talaga ako, soooooobra.. pero, okei lang sakin kung mangyayari na nag-aaral ako sa parang pang-harry potter na school.. hehe =) ***happy 16 monthsary!***

freakin cold

2005-12-16T09:46:00.000+08:00

nagsimbang gabi ako kanina.. haha =D wala lang.. di ko akalain na madaming tao sa simbahan kanina.. wooosh! kaya di ako nagdala ng jacket.. haha =D feeling ko kasi na baka sa loob kami ng church, pero, inisip ko na wag na lang magdala kasi baka madaming tao sa loob kaya mas mainit.. ay sus! mali ako! haha =D sa labas na kami kasi sobrang punung-puno ng tao ung simbahan! ay grabe! unang araw ng simbang gabi kasi e.. hehe =) pagkatapos magsimba, bumili kami ng dad (siya lang kasama ko kasi nasa province mum ko) ng bibingka dun sa gilid ng simbahan.. namahalan ako dun sa bibingka kasi P40 ang isa! kaya naman pala ganun kasi special bibingka daw.. pero, ayos naman, masarap naman siya kaya ayos lang ung binayad ng dad ko na P40.. kaso, di ko naman naubos.. =( wala pa kasi ako sa mood kumain kaya di ko naubos.. pero, promise, ang sarap niya! hehe =) wala lang.. gusto ko ng bagong layout, ung pang-xmas.. haha =D wala lang.. pero, di ko lang alam ung ilalagay ko dun.. hehe =)

simbang gabi na mamaya =)

2005-12-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

oh yeah! xmas break na! nasabi ko na ba? di pa noh? recently, i posted an entry about my iPod's songs that were unintentionally deleted by me.. kanina, when i woke up, bigla kong naisip ung iPod ko, ung dating isang libo ang kanta na naging 400+ na lang ngaun.. so i went downstairs to see if someone's using the computer.. ha ha! walang gumagamit! ha ha! ang saya! kaya, i uploaded almost 700 songs sa aking mp3 player.. it took me 4 hours to upload.. hehe.. matagal ba? kasama na kasi dun ung mga bloghoppin ko sa aking mga blogsters.. kaya matagal na naman nakabukas ung computer.. haha =D addict.. waaah! i have to sleep na kasi sabi ko sa dad ko na gusto kong magsimbang gabi.. waaah! kaya, cge, next time na lang.. multiply: updated

10 years ago...

2005-12-14T13:49:00.000+08:00

haha =D napanood ko kahapon ung 7th bday ni nats! cousin ko un.. now, she's 18 yrs old na childish adult..? nyahk! wutahword! siyempre, kasama ako dun.. haha =D lahat nga yata ng scene, e, di ako nawawala.. haha =D sobra! tawang tawa ako.. tska kada lalabas ako, may dalang pagkain! hotdog, bbq, ice cream, cotton candy! haha =D matakaw na pala ako nun? hehe =) di naman tumataba! dami ko atang alaga dito sa tiyan e, masyado nila akong mahal, ayaw nilang umalis sa tiyan ko.. hehe =) di ko talaga mapigilan ung sarili ko kakatawa kasi ibang-iba ung itsura ko ngaun, tska dati.. dati kasi, parang bata akong gusgusin, dun sa napanood ko ha.. suot ko pa nun t-shirt na parang long sleeves dahil ang haba-haba tapos jumper.. haha =D promise! tapos, black shoes pa un suot ko! haha =D dont tell me, leather shoes un?? haha =D tapos, may malaking ribbon sa ulo! as in sa tuktok ng ulo ko! haha =D dati, palakihan ng t-shirt, ngaun, paiksian na minsan kita na ung tiyan mo! haha =D wala lang.. laki talaga ng difference.. haha =D wala lang.. gusto ko lang sabihin un.. maghahanap nga ako ng pic nung bata pa ko, tapos post ko dito para makita nyo ung kaibahan nung bata pa ko tska ngaun.. pero, wait lang, anong mas bagay sakin: curly or straight? nagpakulot kasi ako nung debut ni nats.. ang landi noh? haha =D

waaaaaaah!

2005-12-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

good news and bad news kahapon good news: nadownload ko na at na-try ang ephPod, a program for transferring some songs from your iPod to your pc.. para din siyang iTunes.. masaya ako kasi natransfer ko na lahat ng gustong i-transfer ng pinsan ko kasi may nagbura ng ibang mga kanta sa pc namin.. sa sobrang kasiyahan, may nangyari.. bad news: nakakaasar!!!!! nadelete ko ung mga kanta sa iPod ko! waaah! hulaan nyo kung ilan lahat ng mga kanta.. 1406 na.. huhuhuhuhu.. puta! gusto kong umiyak kahapon! as in sobra! sayang un! nakakaasar kasi ung ibang kanta dun, wala sa mga mp3 cds ko.. kinuha ko lang sa ibang mga tao.. HAY! kaasar talaga! amfness talaga! pero, kasalanan ko din naman, malamang, ako din nagdelete nun.. pero, nung una, 146 na lang ung natira.. kaso, nung nilagay ko ulit ung iPod ko para icheck baka mali lang ung nakalagay sa iPod na number of songs, di mabasa ng iTunes iPod ko! waaaah! kailangan kong i-update, restore factory settings! waaah! kaasar! waaaaaah! no choice, konti na lang naman un, ginawa ko na ang kailangang gawin.. HAY.. namimiss ko na sweetie ko..

feel like heaven

2005-12-10T16:59:00.000+08:00

haha =D at looooong last, napanood ko na din ung just like heaven! haha =D ang saya kasi sabi ng mga blockmates ko na super ganda.. well, they're right! two-thumbs up! (para sa mga nakaka-appreciate ng mga movies na ganun) di tragic ung story like if only, pero maganda.. nakakatuwa.. parang meron siyang connection sa soulmate thingie.. kasi basta.. hehe =) next week, i'll try to watch in her shoes and chicken little with HIM again.. hehe =)

boredom

2005-12-08T08:13:00.000+08:00

blah blah.. so bored right now.. my teacher is not around.. kaya ito, painternet-internet na lang.. hehe =) kakapagod pala magtype ng 8 pages noh? haha =D alalang.. may GROUP project kasi kami sa filipino.. tapos ako lahat nagtype nung mga binigay nila na kung anu-ano.. pero, ayos lang naman.. para ngang namamaga ung kamay ko sa sobrang pagod e.. ano kaya un.. aun.. hehe =) gusto ko lang mag-update.. thursday ngaun, may philosophy kami ngaun.. baka may matutunan na naman ako na bago na di kanais-nais.. (ano ba un?) paula sings: tell me baby, what about us...? LSS: ghost of you by my chemical romance

"true history of trinity college"

2005-12-01T17:52:00.000+08:00

kanina ko lang nalaman na ang school ko pala, trinity college of quezon city (e. rodriguez), ay isang associate school ng mga prestigious schools sa europe (not sure).. cambridge, oxford, at kung anu-ano pa sabi ng teacher namin sa philosophy, si sir pepa.. di ko lang alam kung kasama pati harvard.. kakagulat noh? kasi, parang isa lang siyang common na university, i mean, college (trinity COLLEGE kasi).. di tulad ng ateneo, dlsu, up, ust, na may UNIVERSITY sa dulo or sa unahan ng pangalan.. according to our philosophy teacher, ateneo, la salle were just universities for the "deprived" people.. meaning, katulad sila ng up ngaun, na government ang may hawak.. parang, public and private.. e, siguro, dahil medyo tumataas na ang standard na mga universities na un (admu, dlsu, etc), tumaas na pati tuition.. so, aun.. parang pinapaano ng teacher namin na be proud na kayo'y isang trinitian.. we were like "weeh? is that fo real??" haha =D sama noh? sariling eskwenlahan, di pinagmamalaki.. pero, mapagmamalaki ko naman to, kasi sabi ng ibang mga tao "trinity is one of the best nursing schools in asia" asia un ha, di lang philippines.. cool right? pero, wala lang.. pag sinasabi kasing trinity, parang wala lang.. alam mo un? ung parang, "ah, okei".. ordinary school.. di katulad ng san beda, san sebastian, at kung anu-anong mga colleges na medyo kilala.. pero, wala lang.. maniwala man kayo o hindi, ang trinity ay may connection sa mga universities abroad na nasabi ko kanina.. di man ganun kaganda ang lugar, at maliit lang, mapagmamalaki ko na.. okei na tong ganito kasi you're not after tne ambience of the school.. sa makukuha mong aral sa kanila, un lang! wala na.. meron naman kasing mga school na kahit may pangalan, may iba kasi na nilalagyan ng kilalang school.. sige, for example, ang la salle, madaming la salle kung saan saan.. pero, ung iba, parang nilagay lang talaga sa pangalan.. don't get me wrong, okei? un lang ung naiisip ko.. hay naku.. tama na nga, di na ko magsasalita.. may gagawin pa kasi ako e.. mamaya may mang-away pa sakin dito dahil sa mga sinasabi ko.. pero, sana, kung sino man ung maooffend, sabihin nyo sakin sa tamang paraan, ung hindi garapalan na sasabihin na "puta ka! kala mo maganda ka! panget naman talaga school nyo e!".. wag ka lang basta basta magjjudge kung di mo rin naman alam diba? wag masyadong makapal ang mukha, okei? so, aun.. un na muna masasabi ko ngaun.. wala na kong masabi.. gagawin ko pa ung report sa sociology.. bye! take care! sana mabasa to ng administration ng trinity.. baka bigyan ako ng 100% discount sa tuition.. hehe =) 50% discount lang kasi ung sakin..

multiply > updated

2005-11-30T16:58:00.000+08:00

guys! check my multiply! i have just composed an entry, "lateral thinking".. it's really cool! promise!

jeep coincidence?

2005-11-30T16:38:00.000+08:00

nung nakasakay ako sa jeep kanina, may sumakay na 2 matandang babae galing pegasus.. waaat! bakit kaya sila galing dun? haha =D ano ba yan, ang sama naman ng iniisip ko.. baka naman sa iba lang sila galing, dun lang siguro sila sumakay.. para sa mga di nakakaalam, ang pegasus ay isang bar sa quezon avenue na napupuno ng magagarang sasakyan pag gabi.. di to comedy bar, di rin para sating mga teenager.. so, ayun.. ung isa, nakasabay ko na sa jeep dati! natatandaan ko ung mukha niya kasi, wala lang.. tska, parang may mannerism siya, or ganun lang talaga.. sakit ba un or something? kasi ung mata nya, papikit-pikit.. naiimagine nyo ba? aun.. pero natutuwa ako sa kanilang 2 kasi ang tatanda na, ang lalakas pa.. siguro mga nasa 65-77 na un.. ung isa nga talagang puti na ung buhok nya.. nagtatawanan pa nga sila nung sumakay e.. aun.. natutuwa naman ako pag nagtatawanan sila.. ang saya kasi pag may tumatawa diba? nagagaya ka rin.. aun.. alalang.. tapos, nung malapit na ko sa west avenue, nasa delta na ko, sa mercury drug, may isang matanda naman at batang sumakay.. ung mukha ng bata ay parang biyernes santo pa lang.. nakasimangot.. ngumunguso pa! bakit kaya? siguro may gusto un bilhin or gawin na di nasunod.. ganun kasi ako minsan e.. minsan lang ha? kasi di ako SPOILED kahit na ONLY CHILD ako.. hay naku.. aun.. para ngang gusto ko ng parahin ung jeep kanina nung malapit sa mr. kabab.. kaso, wala lang.. nakakatamad e.. *i want keema* ground beef + garlic sauce + calamansi = KEEMA (YUMMY!) wala lang.. gusto ko lang magkwento ng tungkol sa kin habang nasa jeep tska ung kinakatakaman ko ngaun, keema.. pansin nyo, lumabas ung pagiging chismosa ko? haha =D weLL..

HAY

2005-11-29T14:29:00.000+08:00

nakakaasar! bakit ganun ung mga nakukuha kong scores ngaun!? kanina, may quiz kami sa socio.. alam ko naman na may quiz, pero, puta kasi ako e, inuna muna ang pag-iinternet.. yan tuloy, ang baba ng score ko! kung nag-aral na lang sana ako, di sana mataas score ko.. tska, parang wala ako sa sarili kanina.. may class kami sa english kanina.. may pinagawa sa min na seatwork.. parang ang tagal kong mag-isip kanina.. tapos, ung mga words ko parang pang-bata! i hate myself for being like that! im not a kid anymore! di kaya dahil sa pagpupuyat ko? kaya parang wala ako sa mundo? basta! asar talaga! kainis! nababadtrip ako sa sarili ko.. hay! di naman kasi ako makatulog kagad kasi nanonood pa ng tv ung mga pinsan ko.. kaasar.. di katulad dati, nakakatulog naman ako kagad.. haaaaaaaaaaay... hay naku! napakababaw naman ng pinoproblema ko ngaun! kaasar kasi ung internet na yan.. naaddict tuloy ako.. pero, siyempre, ako pa rin ang mali.. hay.. matutulog na nga lang ako..

new layout! =)

2005-11-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

naisipan kong gumawa ng bagong layout para sa blog ko kasi may LSS ako ngaun sa stick wit u na kanta ng pussycat dolls.. habang nanonood ang lola ko ng ASAP, kumakanta ang pussycat dolls ng pinas, sila iya villania, heart evangelista, anne curtis, toni gonzaga at nikki gil (tama ba surname nya?).. stick wit u at dont cha ang kinanta.. kaya nga nasabi kong pussycat dolls ng pinas.. e, dahil nga LSS na ko sa stick wit u, lalong lumala! hanggang dito sa bagong layout, un ung nalagay ko! haha =D nakakatawa kasi un na lang basta ung nalagay ko.. hehe =) wala lang, natuwa lang ako.. maganda naman ung kanta diba? tska ung mismong message nung kanta.. wala lang.. kanta ko na un para kay roy.. haha =D ang landi!

tadam!

2005-11-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

hi guys! amishesyu na! haha =D alalang.. ang tagal ko na kasing di nag-uupdate e.. hehe =) namiss ko na.. excited na nga ako magpipindot dito sa keyboard para magkwento ng kung anu-ano na gusto kong sabihin, i-share.. aun.. hay.. grabe kasi, feeling ko isa akong artista na sobrang busy sa mga ginagawa.. alam nyo naman first priority ko, studies.. pero, minsan, di ko mapigilan sarili ko na mag-update ng blog, at kung anu-anong istorya ang sasabihin ko.. sarap kasi magkwento e.. kahit na non-sense.. hehe =) aun.. kakatapos ko nga lang gawin ung report namin sa sociology.. actually, parang nag-review lang ako ulit kasi nagawa ko na pala un.. hehe =) ung visual aid mismo.. inaral ko lang ung report ko baka magmukha akong tanga sa harapan ng mga kaklase ko.. aun.. kaasar nga e! 2 ung report ko bukas, sociology at sts (science and technology something).. nakalimutan ko na ung meaning nung last s.. hehe =) alam nyo naman ako parang c dory (tama ba ishfelling ko?), ung sa finding nemo.. hehe =) speaking of makakalimutin, hay, certified makakalimutin ako kasi, dapat, isa lang talaga report ko bukas.. dahil punung-puno ng kung anu-anong mga bagay ung utak ko (na mahalagang bagay naman), nawala sa utak ko na magrereport kami sa sts nung tuesday! parang wala lang.. kain pa ung mga groupmates ko ng siomai sa labas ng school namin, kasama nila ako.. tapos, sumigaw tong c myron, sabi "sa avr tayo, may magrereport!" parang kami, sinong magrereport? sh*t! kami pala un! pinapagaan pa namin ung mga sarili namin na di kami ung magrereport.. punta kaming avr, aun, nagusap usap ung ibang group tska ung mga groupmates ko kung sino magrereport at kung anu-ano, habang ako, nasa sulok, tinigan ang aking notebook at un! report on sts: nov.22.. tuesday ung nov.22.. tapos, singit ako sa kanila.. sabi ko na lang, "guys, may ebidensya ako na ngaun tayo magrereport.. wala na tayong magagawa.." buti na lang! mabait ung prof namin sa sts at pinagbigyan kami na bukas na lang magrereport.. pero, may bawas na siguro ung grade namin.. pero, kung alam lang namin un, nakagawa sana kami.. so, aun.. kaya nga naisipan ko ng mag-update kasi iniintay ko ung written report namin dun na ssend ng groupmate ko sakin.. ibig sabihin nun, ako ung magpprint.. ayos lang, siya naman gagawa ng powerpoint presentation.. iba na rin nagagawa ng technology noh? lalo na internet.. katulad na lang ng ssend sa mail ko.. walang bayad, tapos, ang bilis pa.. diba? galing.. wala lang.. pero, siyempre, may mga nadudulot (yes naman) na masama din yang mga yan.. di ko na kailangan sabihin kung ano ung mga un.. alam nyo na un.. hay.. sige, un na lang muna.. tinatamad na ko magpipindot dito e.. hehe =) punta na lang kayo dito samin tapos kwento ko pa sa inyo ung nangyari sakin.. ay! biglang nagtext ung blockmate ko! bukas na lang daw, siya na lang magpapaprint.. pauwi pa lang daw siya e.. hay.. pero, ayos lang.. hehe =) antok na ko.. night guys.. tc =D

heeeeeellooooooo!

2005-11-13T15:23:00.000+08:00

ei guys! check my multiply! i've just uploaded new pix on mary's bday celeb yesterday.. click here! i miss bloghoppin! hehe =) i've almost visited all links listed on my blog, for the first time.. sinipag akong dumalaw at magparamdam sa mga dakilang blogsters ko! *clap*clap*clap* hehe =) anyways, natuwa naman ako sa ginawa ko.. hehe =) hay, inaantok pa rin ako.. tulog ulit.. *belated happy birthday joey! =)*

read!

2005-11-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

Instructions: write 20 random facts about you then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts. 1. i am paula bianca apostol 2. only child 3. but not a spoiled brat 4. taking a bath for 30 minutes 5. usually buys clothes at greenhills (make tipid!) and sometimes, 168 (malapit sa divisoria) 6. so into music 7. loves my iPod 8. certified vain 9. camera freak 10. laughs a lot 11. loves purple and skyblue 12. starting to like pink 13. 13? i was born on september 13 14. loves spongebob and lola bunny 15. loves watching tv 16. 16 = my favorite number 17. sinagot ko ang bf ko nung august 23.. unexpectedly and unintentionally 18. loves God 19. loves my friends 20. loves my parents.. di ko lang masyadong pinapakita this was passed to me by bestcuz.. now, i am passing this to aira, gee, and choan..

yayks!

2005-10-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

wala lang.. october 31 na! oh mi (o-may).. wala lang.. another month na naman ang natapos.. at ganun pa rin.. mabilis pa rin ang panahon kahit minsan ay wala akong ginagawa.. kaya ayan.. gumawa na lang ako ng layout for my buddy.. aun.. pero, di ko pa nalalagay.. sira ata ung blog nya.. wala ung new post, change settings, ung mga ganun.. alalang.. try ko na lang later para makita nyo kung anong ginawa ko.. for sure, mas maganda ung ginawa kong un kesa sa layout ko ngaun.. hehe =) kakabago ko lang kasi ng layout, bago na naman.. alalang.. pero, pwede rin un.. hehe =) everyday, iba iba ung layout? tiyaga mo naman pag ganun.. un ang masasabing addict sa web designing.. alalang.. wala na naman akong masabi.. hehe =) uy! tomorrow na nga ipapatupad (yes, the term) ung EVAT noh? hay.. kaasar.. kaya panigurado, sa mga malls, especially sa grocery, pati na rin sa mga gas stations ay punung-puno.. diba? sa grocery, kikita na naman sila henry sy at ang gokongwei (tama ba spelling?) family.. pano kasi, madaming bibili ngaun para na rin sa undas tska kasi magtataas na ung mga bilihin bukas.. ganun din sa mga gas stations tulad ng petron, shell, caltex.. hay.. kawawa naman ang pilipinas.. sa palagay nyo, magkakaron kaya ng improvement sa economy natin kung nilagyan nila ng evat ung mga un? alalang.. nagkaron na rin sense ang sinasabi ko ngaun.. hehe =) at least ngaun, di lang puro sa sarili ko, para sa pilipinas.. di ako tatakbong mayor or congresswoman balang araw ha.. ayoko kaya ng politika.. tska ang layo naman ng course ko dun.. nursing tapos magiging ganun.. nyahk! bakit, kukunan ko ba ng vital stats ung mga tao sa gobyerno na wala ng inatupag kundi mangurakot.. diba? tama naman ako e.. pero, sana lang, walang maghacked ng blog ko.. dito ko na nga lang sinasabi lahat ng nararamdaman ko e.. i have a freedom of speech.. all of us have rights.. right? hehe =) aun.. alalang.. hay.. mukhang kami ay makikibaka rin sa mga tao ngaun sa grocery.. naririnig ko ung nanay ko na kausap ung tita ko na baka magpunta kami sa antipolo para mag-grocery.. hay.. magpapaiwan na lang kaya ako.. hmmm.. bahala na.. pano, sa susunod na lang ha.. take care!

happy birthday nikho! =)

2005-10-26T18:58:00.000+08:00

nikho's birthday.. =) wala lang.. di na kami natuloy ni ava umalis ngayon kasi may aasikasuhin daw siya.. wala lang.. gusto ko lang sabihin.. as usual, wala na naman akong magawa.. hay.. kaya sumagot na lang ako ng isang survey.. + Basics + Are you emotional : yah.. Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few : i can't.. What about movies : yah, many times.. hehe.. if only, the notebook.. What emotion do you usually feel : joy, sadness + Sadness + What does it take to make you cry your heart out : ... How many times have you done that : many times Where do you cry : in the bathroom Do you hate crying : yah, sometimes Do you like it when others cry : nope Do you think tears make eyes look pretty : nope! Who looks good when they cry : don't know.. you like a monster when you're crying because of your eyes, right? How else do you express sadness : silent mode Are you sad all the time : not really + Anger + What does it take to make you mad : when you're really irking me so much.. What do you do when you're angry : silent mode.. How short is your temper : short? uhm don't know How long does it take you to calm down : uhm.. loooong.. hehe.. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad : turning my back on someone for a long time Do you freak out when others are angry : uhm, not really.. Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you : nope What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad : uhm, can't remember Do you anger people : nope, some + Joy + How often are you happy : always, sometimes, often, frequently.. lahat na.. hehe What makes you happy : people, things, etc What do you do when you're happy : smiling, laughing How optimistic are you : don't know, can't say Do happy people make you mad : yah, kinda.. sometimes What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy : Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone : nope! Ever been so happy you cried : nope Do you smile a lot : yes Kiss people a lot: kiss? pili lang po Who really makes you happy : people around me Do you like doing things for people when you're happy : yah + Fear + What do you do when you're scared : thinking about things that will ease my fear What scares you : dark, heights, sadako, exorcist Do you like scaring people : sometimes.. hehe Do you like the trill of being frightened : thrill? not really Does fear accompany anger in your case : nope Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe : nope How often do you panic : often.. What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER : sadako's hair.. hehe What do you do to calm your nerves : like what i said, thinking about things.... Do rollercoasters scare you : yah, sort of + The strongest emotion + What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going : don't know Movie : the notebook Commercial : none Person : sweetie Thing : memorable things Sight : wonderful sights Sound : uhm.. Food : favorites Thing you're looking forward to/want : become successful + What do you do + When the emotion suck : cry out loud! When the emotion rocks : laugh out loud When there's no emotion : no out loud (haha) + Would you rather + Never feel again : nope! Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life : nope Be happy forever and never experience bad times : yah, but there's no such thing as that Cause misery : nope Feel misery : nope (hope so) Be alone : nope! Be with everyone you know : yes! + Who + Cheers you up more than anyone else : friends, sweetie Angers you more than anyone else : friends, parents Scares you more than anyone else : sadako Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else : parents, sweetie Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think : parents, sweetie

yan ka na naman

2005-10-25T18:06:00.000+08:00

bakit kaya pag nasa philam (quezon city) parang ang tahi-tahimik ng buhay ko? pero, pag andito naman ako sa morong, lagi na lang sira araw ko.. nakakaasar lang.. hay.. parang umuulit na naman ung nangyayari sakin dito sa bahay.. nasa morong nga pala ako.. nakakaasar lang.. ung mga pagddrama ko dito, umuulit na naman.. hay, kakaasar.. wala lang.. nakakaasar.. minsan nakakaguilty ang ibang mga bagay bagay.. ayoko ng sabihin kung bakit ganito ako ngaun.. parang, ito na naman, sinisingit na naman nung isang tao ang taong ano ko.. ung tipong, sakin lang, wag sa iba.. hmphf! leche! kanina ko pa nga gusto magmura sa sobrang galit.. pinipigil ko lang.. inaaliw ko lang sarili ko.. kinig sa iPod, internet, update ng blog, gumawa ng bagong layout, sumagot ng mga survey.. hay, nakakaasar.. basta, sa ngaun, naaasar ako, na gusto ko ng umiyak.. bakit kasi lagi na lang siya? siya na lang ng siya.. pag siya, parang lahat ng bagay puro mali, hindi pwede, basta, lahat ng negative andun.. bakit? waaah! ='( gusto ko ng umiyak, ilabas tong nararamdaman ko kasi ang sakit sakit na.. sana mawala na to bukas.. aalis pa naman kami ni ava, buddy ko.. sana malibang ako..

so proud to say...

2005-10-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

dean's lister ako! haha! ang saya saya! wala lang.. i was stunned, surprised, shocked when i got my card grade.. i don't have any grade lower than 2.. :) i was like "ano kayang grades ko? hay.. waaah!" but when i got it, "omg! tao ba ang gumawa ng ganito??" haha.. di kasi ako makapaniwala e.. hehe.. wala lang.. just wanna share.. kaya nga i would like to thank, first of all, God, for the guidance and all the blessings He had given me.. sobrang thank you po! second, my family.. my parents, relatives, friends, and sweetie (i-kee) for their ceaseless support.. they are my inspirations.. yhuck! parang nanalo lang sa beauty contest ah! haha! speaking of beauty contest, nasali nga pla ako sa isang beauty contest sa school namin.. pero, fit in lang ako.. hehe.. kaya di talaga pwedeng manalo.. pero, tapos na un.. nagustuhan ko lang sumali para experience.. diba? aun.. anyways, sobrang napagod din ako mag-enrol kanina.. and guess what?? soloista ako ngaun! ako lang ung naiba ng section.. meaning, lahat ng mga blockmates ko, di naman actually lahat, magkakasama.. ang tagal kasi nila dumating e, kanina pa ko dun nakapila.. so, aun, ako lang ung di nasama.. so, pagpasok, iba na makakasama ko.. pero, okei lang.. mas maganda pag ganun para mas madami kang kilala kesa sila ulit, diba? parang, nakakasawa na.. (kayo na naman?) so, aun.. pero, cympre, mamimiss ko ung mga un.. cympre, sa una, magiging op ako.. kasi halos, ai, silang lahat pala ay magkakablock nung 1st sem.. so, ako, parang new student.. social! pero, nakakausap ko na sila kanina nung nagpapa-assess ng subjects.. pero, may kilala naman ako dun, schoolmate ko dati kaya ayos lang.. so aun.. hehe.. wala lang.. pero, mamimiss ko talaga cla, lalo na ung mga kagaguhang ginagawa namin pag may exam.. wala ng tutulong sakin.. =( pero, kakayanin ko un.. sana.. hay.. inaantok na ko.. puyat na naman kasi ako.. magpapahinga na muna ako sandali.. next time na lang ulit ako magkkwento.. *miss ko na sweetie ko.. 14th monthsary namin kahapon e.. wala lang, sharing*

new layout

2005-10-17T18:36:00.000+08:00

after 48 years, i've got a new layout.. my purpulee blog featuring one of my favorite songs tattooed on my mind was changed into a somewhat colorful blog.. the layout was made, of course, by me.. the text on the left side is from elgy, my blockmate.. * * * * * * * * * * * i lie i cut classes i drink i came home late i have my social life i curse i fight i give them a fright no one can change me cause i know somehow there's one good thing about me... i LOVE deeply =) * * * * * * * * * * * hope you'll like it.. mwah! take care!

sembreak na!

2005-10-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

sembreak na namin.. ang dami-daming nangyari sakin na di ko na matandaan.. oh well, kwento ko na lang ung mga recenteesh.. aun.. so, last week, i mean, this week pala, final exam week namin.. of course, i really have to review kasi finals na un.. buti na lang talaga every other day ung exam namin so we have time to review for the next exam.. so aun.. siyempre, may nangyaring kopyahan na naman.. as usual, may tingin dito, tingin dun.. sitsit dito, sitsit dun.. ito pa, may text dito, may text dun.. nakikisabay na ang teknolohiya sa pangongopya.. pati sa pagtext pwede ng mangopya.. basta magaling ka magtago.. nyeta talaga.. pero, naasar lang ako sa mga ganun.. wala lang.. nagpuyat ako para lang dun tas cla hindi nagpuyat, sarap sarap ng tulog nila tas kkopyahan ka.. pag di mo naman pinakopya, magagalit pa sayo.. nyeta nila! kaasar talaga pag ganun noh? pero, siyempre, ako, nangongopya din ako, pero, di ung garapalan na sitsitan mo ung katabi mo.. minsan tatawagin pa ng malakas.. asar nga pag ganun e.. diba? i felt bad for darryl, blockmate ko, kasi, tinawag cla ng adviser namin na proctor namin.. sabi nya na gagawing 5 ung grade nya sa zoology which is our major subject.. nyeta! major subject namin un! once na bumagsak ka sa major subject mo, di ka na makakaabot ng third year sa trinity.. kaya naman nangyari un kasi nakita ng proctor namin na tumitingin ung isa kong blockmate na si marvin sa test paper ni darryl.. pero, di alam ni darryl un.. meaning, di siya nagpapakopya.. i know darryl.. nagpapakopya lang siya pag gusto nya, tska pag alam nyang nangangailangan talaga.. tska, wala lang.. basta lang.. aun.. nung kinakausap na cla, di pa sinasabi ni marvin kagad na nagopya siya.. so, lalong lumalala na ung sitwasyon kasi ilang beses na siyang nakikita at pinagsasabihan.. hay.. nung nakita ko nga c darryl, inakap ko siya kagad kasi close friend ko un e.. kahit na lagi nya kong inaasar.. favorite blockmate ko un kasi makulit.. basta.. tapos, parang wala lang sa kanya ung nangyari.. buti na lang, napakiusapan niya proctor namin.. bababaan na lang ung score nya.. so, aun.. okei na rin un kesa maging 5 grade nya.. hay.. kung sino pa ung di nagpapakopya, siya pa ung nagkaron ng ganun.. at ung mga nagpapakopya, wala lang.. so, aun.. hay, grabe! wawa naman sweetie ko.. ='( nagkasakit siya.. nagkaron siya ng lagnat, lagi lang 39-40 ung temperature nya.. sobrang taas kaya dinala na lang siya sa hospital.. binisita ko siya (siyempre) nung thursday.. kaya nga di ako masyadong nakapag-aral sa math.. pero, buti na lang, di ganun kahirap.. aun.. buti nga ngaun, okei na siya, wala na siya sa hospital.. *thanks God* may kkwento pa pla ako! haha! ang tagal na kasing di nag-update e.. nakakaasar ung mga taong ang gulu-gulo sa love! diba? kaasar! ung mga taong nagpapakita na may gusto sila sa isang tao na alam nila na may gusto.. ung parang nagpapaasa! ito pa, e ung taong mahal mo na harap-harapan nakikipaglandian sa kaibigan mo? nyeta noh! pero, di ako ung taong nasasaktan ha.. masaya ako ngaun kasi okei na asawa ko.. =) kaibigan ko kasi un.. c vanessa.. at ung taong kinaasaran ko ay si aylmer! tangina ni aylmer! sobra! kahit dun sa babaeng lumalandi sa "asawa" (daw, sabi ng gagong aylmer) ng kaibigan ko.. asar lang siya.. respetuhan lang naman kasi diba? pusa? kawawa naman c jed! hay.. *magulo na talaga mga tao ngaun* hay, easy pau.. puso mo.. buti na lang talaga sembreak na.. wala ng gulong mangyayari.. so, aun.. un lang.. wala na kong masabi.. take care! mwah!

Blogtionary

2005-10-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

from Blogster.com <><><><><><><> B.B.C. - Blogging before Coffee, generally early morning blogs, sometimes non-sensical and with no clear direction. Please note "bbc" in Post Name as a courtesy to other bloggers. Beer Bloggles - when a person appears much more attractive through their blog than they do in real life. Blog - A online diary, a personal chronological log of thoughts published on the web Blogaholic - A blogster that is constantly blogging and blogfrogging, Blogster has become a big part of their life Blogamy - having more than one blog at one time. Bloganoia - The irrational fear that all the other Blogsters are blogging about you behind your back Blogcabin - a getaway home, close to nature where a blogger goes to blog in peace. Blogfog - the state of confusion you feel when you can no longer tell Blogster from the rest of the world. Bloggerred - totally worn out for long hours of blogging and blogfrogging. Bloggerjack - a blogger who cuts down what other bloggers have to say, "Are you always such a Bloggerjack?" Blogitive - an exclusive right or privilege held by a person or group to blog and to do blog stuff. Blogsessed - To have the mind excessively preoccupied with Blogster or an individual Blogster Blogspert - A Blogster with a high degree of skill in or knowledge of blogging Blogster - any one who creates and updates a blog Blogeye - a person who reads a blog, a blog voyeur - every blog at Blogster has the total "Blogeyes" for that blog. Total blog readership. Blogfrog - a blogster who jumps from blog to blog leaving comments, a serial commentor. Blogster lists the most prolific BlogFrogs daily. The most comments you post on a daily basis, the higher on the BlogFrog list you go. Blogoriffic - extraordinarily good blog; a blog that moves and excites readers Blogophyte - a person new to blogging, a new blogster Blogville - a virtual community that all blogsters coexist in Buddy Blogs - blogs that the blog owners likes, blogs of interest o the blog owner. Bloginator - Governor of Blogifornia (you shouldn't have asked) Blogmaster - a master blogger, someone who has created a blog of substantial interest and readership Bloggers Block - the inability to come up with a blog topic. Blogversationalish - appearing or presenting the appearence of one who is a blogversationalist or engages in blogversation. B.U.I. - Blogging under the influence, blogging while consuming more than one (1) alcoholic beverage. Diablog - a normal conversation between two people Geezster - an elderly Blogster, often found blogging in the "Golden Years" channel. Monoblog - a one sided conversation, one personal bloging with others listening Picture Post - photographic part of a blog. Pictures are posted by Bloggers as part of their blog. Sponster - someone or a company that sponsors Blogster.com <><><><><><><> ito na muna.. aalis pa kasi ako maya maya kasi may "gig" bf ko.. =) hehe.. take care!

2005-09-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

wala akong magawa.. hehe

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

Your Birthdate: September 13

Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate people a bit. You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize. Sincere and honest, you are a serious, hard working individual. Your feeling are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times. You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details. Your intolerance and insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

wala lang

2005-09-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

ei guys.. check out my multiply.. =) nag-add kasi ako ng bagong photos.. hehe.. wala lang.. hay, pagod na ko.. i have to rest na.. nyt! take care!

hafee vertdey too moi!

2005-09-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

betday na betday ko, nag-dissect kami ng frog.. take note, sari-sariling frog kami.. goshness.. oh well, just check out these linkee kasi may mga pix dito =) (wala lang) http://bianxious.multiply.com/photos/album/9 masaya naman ako ngaun.. ang daming bumati sakin.. =) SALAMAT SA LAHAT NG BUMATI! mwah!

Words Women Use

2005-09-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

Fine This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. Five Minutes If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. Nothing This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". Go Ahead This is a dare, not permission, DON'T DO IT! Loud Sigh Although not actually a word, the loud sigh is often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing". That's Okay This is one of the most dangerous statements that woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. Thanks This is the least used of all words in the female vocabulary. If a woman is thanking you, do not question it. Just say you're welcome and back out of the room slowly.

survey

2005-09-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

1.Song playing at the moment? ..shake it off by mariah carey 2. My reason for living? ..people around me 3.Do u think your crush is sexy? ..uhm, kinda 4.Ever donated blood? ..nope 5.Fave color(s)? ..purple.. obvious ba? sky blue, pink, black, white 6.Accessories you usually wear? ..earrings, necklace, bracelet, watch 7.One song to describe a heartbreak? ..uhm, i can't think of a song right now 8. Last place you went in? ..as in last place? siguro, greenhills 9.Last person who disappointed you? ..do i really have to give HIS name? 10.The most boring sport? .. i don't know.. i'm not really into sports but i like watching basketball and volleyball 11.Ever had a baby? ..nope 12.The funniest movie you watched in the pastweek? ..uhm, can't remember 13. Any piercings or tattoo? ..nope 14.The most romantic gift? ..gift for me? i don't know 15.Sang on stage before? ..yep, sometimes.. pero, walang occasion 16.Struck by lightning before? ..nope.. kaw? ano bang feeling ng ganun? 17.Danced with your loved one before? ..of course! 18.Ever wished you could turn back time? ..yah, sometimes.. 19.What would you do if you woke up one day? ..(kulang ba to?) e, di, masaya! kasi nabuhay pa ko! 20.three songs that's meaningful to you? ..tattooed on my mind, i'll be, ako'y sayo 21.Last person you met? ..as in bagong kilala? don't know.. no one.. 22.What will you be doing tomorrow? ..siyempre, papasok na naman sa school.. 23.One thing you totally regretted doing? ..uhm.. my mind isn't working! i can't think of anything.. 24.Do people like you? ..i don't know, maybe.. 25.What was the last game you played on the computer? ..i really don't play games on the pc.. 26.Someone who means a lot to you at the moment? ..sweetie.. pero hmphf! parents ko, friends.. people around me 27.The color of your mobile phone? ..red and silver na may black sa gilid.. hulaan nyo nga phone ko! 28. Do you hate someone at the moment? ..hate? not really.. naiirita lang 29. What do you wish to happen now? ..sana di kami magkaaway ng matagal na aabot hanggang birthday ko.. sana maging masaya ako sa birthday ko.. 30. Do you think it will happen? ..i hope so

waaaaaa wallet!

2005-09-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

nawala ang wallet ko kahapon.. na may pera, cympre.. malaki laking pera, 4thou.. leche.. sayang ung pera ko.. kaasar! ipon ko pa naman un nung summer pa.. so back to zero na naman! hay! kaasar.. ako rin naman ung may kasalanan e.. dinala ko pa kasi ung pera na un.. e, di ko naman kasi alam kung saan ung ilalagay, tska iba pang reasons.. at ito pa, iniwan ko kasi ung wallet ko sa labas ng room namin.. basta, hahaba pa ung story.. pero, feeling ko, med tech student ung kumuha nun (feeling ko lang ha) kasi, ung time na tinignan ko sa labas, nakita ko ung brown envelope na kasama ng wallet ko na malapit sa mga gamit ng mga med tech students.. di ko lang talaga alam kung sino.. hay.. bwiset talaga! alam mo un?? wala kang pera?? leche talaga! kaasar! hay.. pero, hayaan na lang natin ung nakakuha.. kung sino man siya.. sana lang gamitin nya sa tama ung pera ko.. tska, baka mas kailangan nya ung pera kesa sakin.. nanghihinayang lang ako.. pero, materyal lang na bagay un.. babalik din un sakin, balang araw.. sana nga.. hay.. tama na nga, tapos na un.. hey guys, check out my multiply.. nag-add ako ng mga bagong photos.. =) http://bianxious.multiply.com/photos aun, alalang.. hay.. sana payagan ako ng parents ko na sumama sa los banos.. dun kasi namin gagawin ung documentary namin for final exam namin sa pinoi.. wala lang.. sige, guys, matutulog na ko.. inaantok na ko e.. nytnyt!

update update!

2005-09-07T17:28:00.000+08:00

bulaga!!! andito ulit ako.. =) hay, sobrang busy kasi ako kaya di ako nakapag-update ng blog.. at nagkaron kasi ako ng sakit last week.. ang tagal nga nung sakit ko e.. 5 days akong absent because of acute bronchitis.. in tagalog, trangkaso.. pinasosy ko lang para maganda.. kaya nung pumasok ako, lahat ng mga blockmates ko ay nagsasabing "pau namiss kita!".. sympre, natouch ako.. hehe.. tagal ko ba namang di pumasok.. tapos aun.. kwento ko na lang mga nangyari sakin nung monday, yesterday and today.. monday: kakapasok ko pa lang, may quiz na kami sa english.. pero nung hapon pa naman un kaya nakapagreview ako ng konti.. pero di ako masyadong nagreview kasi sabi ng mga blockmates ko na "baka lang" daw.. so aun.. pero, nakapasa naman ako, sa awa ng diyos.. =) tuesday: as usual, quiz na naman sa zoology.. pero! pero, di ako nagreview kasi kala ko i-eexcuse muna ako ni ma'am sa mga quiz nun.. pero, wala, nagquiz pa rin ako.. pero, nagdiscuss muna siya bago nagbigay ng quiz.. kaya okei lang.. pero, ang nakakainis lang nitong araw na to ay ung DI AKO BIBIGYAN NG SPECIAL QUIZ SA 3 QUIZ DATI.. nakakaasar lang kasi wala man lang consideration si ma'am na kahit 2 lang dun sa 3.. para naman kasing ang taas na ng grade ko sa zoology.. pero, naawa din siya sakin kaya bibigyan nya ko next meeting, which is friday, ng 2 quiz.. parehong practical quiz sa lab un.. pero ung sa lecture namin, wala na kong quiz.. 1 lang naman e.. pero sayang pa rin un.. kung di lang ako nag-absent ng pagkatagal-tagal, di sana may quiz ako sa mga un.. hay.. today: nagkaron ng quiz sa CE (biblical studies) kanina.. syempre, di ako sumagot.. di dahil sa exempted ako or what.. ito ay dahil sa wala akong maisagot sa quiz na un dahil nga di ako pumasok last week.. di naman ako pwedeng mangopya kasi sabi ni padi (teacher namin, term un para sa priest na babae) na kung di ko daw alam ung sagot, wag daw akong mag-copy.. all right.. di wag.. kaya un, nakaupo lang ako.. nagpapahinga.. aun.. ngayon din nangyari ung sabayang pagbigkas namin na semi-final exam namin sa filipino.. 90 lang ung sa group namin tas ung sa kabilang group 93.. they deserve that grade because they were organized not like us.. nilaro lang namin.. nadale lang ung group2 sa memorization.. important pa naman un.. tapos natatawa sila pag nakakalimutan nila kaya ganun lang grade nila.. pero kami, memorize nga, di lang talaga maayos.. aun lang naman.. pansin nyo puro quiz ung mga nabanggit ko? wala lang.. dahil kasi sa sakit ko kaya wala akong quiz sa mga un.. pero, tapos na un.. bahala na lang.. **malapit na birthday ko! sept.13! mark your calendar!**

oh god..

2005-08-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

the date yesterday is 23 right? well, it's our anniversary, first anniversary.. but it was like one of my worst day in my life.. waah! it was not because of him.. really hate it.. argh! let's not just talk about what happened.. but, i want to thank those people who shared a part of our special day (parang kasal lang ah, hehe):

mm
lianne
mai
bobby
omi
jr
bianca
jean
phoebe
ailah

salamat ng marami sa mga bumati! (parang artista lang ah) well-appreaciated! =)

oh yeah

2005-08-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

haha! woohoo! tapos na exam namin.. :) pero, kinakabahan ako kasi.. hay.. here we go again.. mali mali ata ung sagot ko sa math (math and english kasi ung exam namin ngaun).. sa isang question lang.. pero, sayang, malaki pa naman ung points dun.. leche talaga.. ibang iba dun sa mga sagot ng mga blockmates ko e.. hay naku.. sa math pa.. putek naman oh.. yan ang napapala ng batang nawawala ang ibang libro.. katulad ko.. hehe.. nawawala ung book ko sa math at english.. pero nakabili na ko ulit ng book sa english.. pero sa math, hindi pa.. wala na kasi sa bookstore ng school namin.. (asar) aun.. pero, meron pa daw (ata) sa mc at feu.. hay naku.. ewan.. hehe.. wala lang.. change topic na nga.. hay naku.. zoology na naman bukas.. may frog skeleton na nga kami e.. pakita ko sa inyo next time.. nakakatuwa siya.. :) ang baho nga lang.. hehe.. papakita ko na lang siya sa inyo pag may color na siya para mas cute.. :) hehe.. pathogen name nya.. haha! nakakatawa noh? or ako lang ung natatawa? (corny) kaya pathogens kasi mukha siyang bacteria.. malaking bacteria.. akin nga lang ung kakaiba e.. ung mga names nung sa iba pangalan talaga ng tao.. kung hindi pangalang pantao, pacute na pangalan.. hehe.. wala lang.. aun.. ai, grabe, alam nyo ba, nabangga ung sasakyan ng tito ko.. alam nyo kung cno nakabangga? lolo ko.. tsktsk.. naaawa ako sa kotse at sa lolo ko at the same time.. mali din kasi ung lolo ko e.. matanda na kasi.. tsktsk.. pero naaawa ako sa kanya kasi parang lahat ng tao dito sa bahay (except ako) ay galit sa kanya dahil sa nagawa nya.. pero, wala na tayong magagawa, nawarak na ung likod e.. wala na kaming gagamiting sasakyan, ung cressida na lang tska ung van.. tsktsk.. hay.. wala lang.. pero! ayos na! di na galit ung tito ko.. kinausap na nya ung lolo ko.. para tuloy naging tatay ung tito ko at ung anak ay ung lolo ko.. hirap na talaga pag tumatanda.. hay.. nag-iiba na ang ugali.. hay naku.. wala lang..

psyche and health eco - boom!

2005-08-16T11:05:00.000+08:00

haha! wala lang.. tapos na ung exam namin sa psychology at health economics.. tomorrow, wala kaming pasok! ang saya saya! we still have time to review for our next exam which is zoology.. (waah) hay.. ayos lang naman ang exam.. yan naman lagi kong sinasabi kahit na mahirap o madali.. hehe.. lalo na sa nanay ko.. pero, kung nahirapan talaga ako, sasabihin ko talaga.. pero, ayos lang naman talaga.. may mga questions na di ko alam ung sagot.. aun.. sana naman, tama ung mga hula ko.. hay.. wala lang.. enough about our exam.. tapos na un e.. alam nyo ba, napanood ko na ung truth about love na bagong movie ni jennifer love hewitt.. hehe.. sa dvd.. of course, pirated un.. "coming soon" pa nga lang un sa mga moviehaus e.. hehe.. pero, maganda xa.. uhm, parang nagpanggap na prostitute si alice (jennifer love hewitt) dun sa movie na un.. pero, ang parang costumer nya, ung asawa nya.. gusto nya kasi na mahuli ung husband nya ung kakagat ba siya dun.. e, aun.. kumagat nga.. so, ouch un kay alice.. hehe.. wala lang.. aun.. okei lang naman siya.. at sandali lang ung movie.. mga 1hour lang cguro.. ata.. at pinanood din namin ung deuce bigalow.. pero, ung part1.. (tama ba?) basta.. aun.. ganda nun, kakatawa.. hehe! wala lang.. hay.. wala lang.. 16 ngaun diba? happy happy.. :) sana.. hay.. wala lang.. sige, ingat na lang kayo sa lahat ng mga gagawin nyo ha.. :) mwah!

nervousness! cardiac cardiac! high blood!

2005-08-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

midterms na namin next week.. omg! parang kaka-prelims lang namin, tas, next week.. hay.. ito pa, nakakaasar kasi walang patawad ung iba sa mga teacher namin.. may quizzes pa kami sa health economics at math tomorrow.. may gulay! goshness! hopefully, pumasa naman ako sa mga quizzes bukas.. at sa mga exams namin sa midterms.. kakaasar pa nga kasi comprehensive, departmental exam un.. meaning, pati ung sa prelim exams kasama sa midterm exams (comprehensive) at pare-pareho ang mga exams at schedule ng lahat ng mga freshmen sa lahat ng exam (departmental).. gets nyo? haha.. wala lang.. pero, di comprehensive sa zoology.. taena yan, palakihan na lang ng eyebags.. di na namin carry un noh.. aun.. hay naku.. sana lang talaga.. wala lang.. hay.. sige, un lang masasabi ko ngaun.. next time na lang ako magdadadaldal dito pag tapos na ung exam week.. oraytie? ai! wait lang! alam nyo ba? pumayag tatay ko na bumil ng bagong phone para sakin! ang saya saya! hehe! pano ba naman, mukhang kawawa na ung phone ko.. hehe.. pakita ko next time.. hehe.. nytnyt! mwah! *hug*

parang wala lang

2005-08-07T16:57:00.000+08:00

"kapag maingay ang tubig, tiyak ito'y mababaw.. kapag ito'y tahimik, tiyak ito ay malalim.." may ganyan na kasabihan diba? basta, parang ganyan.. wala lang.. may tao kasi na sobrang tahimik, pero, sa loob, napakalalim ng kanyang mga iniisip.. naalala ko lang ung nangyaring parang "retreat" sa amin (blockmates) nung saturday.. hindi naman talaga parang "retreat" pero ang iba sa amin ay naging emotional pag dating sa ginawa naming activity sa filipino.. di ko akalain na meron pa lang naging problema ang isa sa blockmate ko tungkol sa amin, di naman lahat.. ang daming nagsalita tungkol dun.. isa na ko dun.. siyempre, di man ako kasama sa officers, block ko un, kailangang ayusin.. facilitator na nga ung tawag sa kin e.. nangingibaw daw ung boses ko.. (nyehk) ayun.. sana nga maayos na.. rubio kasi e.. hehe.. sinisi ung guru.. well, well.. may quiz na naman kami.. hay.. badtrip nga e.. tanga tanga ko kasi.. nawawala ung english and math book ko.. naiwan ko kasi sa walk.. dun kasi kami tumatambay ni vanessa pag uwian.. pag balik ko, wala na.. may quiz pa naman kami sa english bukas.. pano yan? wala akong book? anong gagawin ko? wala na, patay na.. hay.. muntik ko pang makalimutan ung iPod ko.. nyeta talaga.. buti na lang, kahit papaano, naalala ko pa rin.. kung nakalimutan ko un, ano kayang gagawin ko? "iyak na lang" tas sabay tawa.. hehe.. nabaliw na.. hay, pano kaya un..? sasabihin ko kaya sa tatay ko na nawala.. o hahayaan ko na lang hanggang sa mahanap ko..? pag nahanap ko kasi, sayang naman kung bibili kami ulit.. diba? hay.. wala lang.. bahala na si batman.. birthday ni lucky bukas, advance happy birthday!!! =)

raining moments

2005-08-01T17:38:00.000+08:00

hehe.. wala lang.. paula sings: pumapatak na naman ang ulan sa labas.. at loob ng bahay.. labas at loob.. wala lang.. labas at loob lang.. hehe.. ang sarap matulog ngaun kasi malamig.. =) ang sarap may kachirian ngaun! haha! joke lang.. uhm, wala lang.. kamusta na kaya ung sweetie ko..? di ko pa siya natatawagan.. okei lang yan, baka may ginagawa din siya.. hala! kumukulog na! patay! baka mamatay tong computer! cge, mamaya na lang, pag may time pa ko.. bye.. *aral mode muna sa zoology, as usual*

it's friday!

2005-07-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

friday nga, may pasok naman tomorrow! argh! ai, grabe, flattered ako sa mga nag-tag sa tagboard ko.. hehe.. kahit na puro kay ate aia.. hehe.. alalang.. (ako pa ung naging flattered.. wala lang, proud kasi ako) birthday ni MELISSA CATRINA JARVINA kahapon! alalang.. nagpunta kami sa kanila kahapon e, sa condo nila sa p. noval.. kain kain.. nakakahiya nga e, para kaming tanga ni mai kasi di namin alam kung pano pumunta sa sm manila.. first time ko ngang nagpunta dun e.. hehe.. kaya di ko talaga alam.. pupunta muna kami dun kasi sabi ni nikhola na magpunta muna kami dun kasi wala pa naman daw sila melissa sa unit nila.. so, aun.. alalang.. buti na lang talaga, di kami masyadong naging tanga.. as in tanga talaga.. slight lang.. aun.. wala lang.. gusto ko lang mag-post.. pakealam nyo kung gusto ko.. yan, nahahawa na ko kay rd, kakasabi ng "pakealam ko".. patay, magiging demonyo na rin ako katulad ng kapatid ko.. tsktsktsk.. mag-aaral na nga lang ako sa psychology.. may quiz pa kami bukas dun e, about endocrine system.. buti na lang talaga, nakapag-aral pa ko sa zoology kagabi kasi nga nagpunta pa ko kila mel.. at buti na lang, may nasagot ako..

interview with aia

2005-07-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

aia.. do you know aia? no, it's not ailah.. aia, vocalist ng Imago.. okei na? alam nyo ba ung Imago? ung kumanta ng Akap, Rainsong, Idlip.. okei na? pinsan ko kc un e.. =) *proud* of course! proud ako! hehe.. galing kc ng pinsan ko e.. hehe.. alalng.. last sunday, we had an interview with her at starbux.. ang kulet nga nya e.. and ito pa, first time ko siya nakita sa personal.. hehe.. di naman kasi siya nagpupunta pag xmas.. kaya aun.. c daddy lang ung nakilala nya.. aun.. ang kulet ng mga questions namin at ang kulet ng mga answers nya.. pinakanahirapan siya dun sa question namin na: if you would be a boy for one day, what are the three things you will do? nahirapan siya dun kasi she's happy being a girl.. ang sagot pa nga nya parang ganito e "pano yan, di, wala ka ng *to0ot* (upper part), nasa baba na.. di ang bigat nun.." hehe.. gets nyo? kung di nyo na-gets, tanga nyo.. hehe! joke lang! slow kayo.. bata pa kayo kaya di nyo ma-gets.. okei.. tapos, aun.. bf pala nya ung drummer ng imago e, c zach.. alalng.. basta, ankulet nya.. very approachable, isang tawag ko lang sa kanya, pumayag na siayng magpa-interview.. ang maganda din sa kanya ay ung pagiging God-fearing nya.. inspiration nya kasi c God.. (wow naman) after nung interview, pupunta na siya sa church para magsimba.. pero, meron lang talaga na di daw nya maintindihan sa ibang mga tao na kung bakit daw un ung napili nyang gawin.. ung nasa rock band.. sinasabi pa nga daw minsan na music daw un ng devil.. chuvanes.. aun.. alalng.. tapos, ano pa ba.. aun.. basta, ang dami kong natutunan sa kanya.. gusto ko na siyang maging ate.. hehe.. as in kapatid ko talaga ha.. wala lang.. namimiss ko na siya.. hehe.. alalng.. **nga pala, HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGINALD ZAPANTA!**

tired

2005-07-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

not really tired.. i'm sleepy.. kkwento ko na lang next time kung anong nangyari today.. the subject would be about an interview with the vocalist of a band na aking 2nd cousin pala.. last last year ko lang nalaman na siya pala ay aking pinsan.. ito pa, kahapon ko lang siya nakita.. kahit sa tv, di ko pa siya nakikita e.. hehe.. ewan ko.. malay ko ba kung bakit di ko siya nakikita.. or, umiiral lang ung sakit ko na pagkabulag sa mga bagay-bagay.. hay.. aun.. wait, bago ako humimlay sa aking tutulugan, hulaan nyo kung cno siya.. isa sa kanta nila ay gagawin ko na.. uhm, di lang pala.. pero, prang ganun.. ay basta! un na un.. tapos.. hehe.. ciao!

1 buwan na lang........ Ü

2005-07-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

happy monthsary!!! =) yahoooooooooooooooo! love you sweetie, hunnie, behbeh, hunn, beh, boo, stick.. =) hehe.. miss you na.. =*

lecheng ANAPHASE

2005-07-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

okei okei.. i am really really busyyyyyyyy! before, i was able to update my blog daily, almost everyday.. but now, it seems that i am not into blogging anymore.. well, i have so much to do.. that i have priorities.. and one of those is my studies.. of course, that's the only way i think that can make my life achieve its satisfaction.. (i think so) i have to strive hard (so hard) to be a successful nurse.. though there would be stress, sleepless nights, etc.. but it's okei.. i made the decision to take up this course.. *hushhushhush* enough about that.. we had a quiz in zoology, as usual.. i'm sure that i have 3mistakes there because i don't know the answer.. but i hope, it's just 3.. after that quiz, lectures.. then zoology lab.. laboratory.. we had a group practical exam but we should have a representative to take that.. know what? i was the representative.. i am really shocked and nervous though i know what to do.. but for my groupmates, they had a hard time looking at the microscope to find a stage of the cell division.. modesty aside, i was the only one who can easily find it.. so they just voted me to be the "one".. unfortunately, we got 9/10 since i did something wrong.. i should find the metaphase stage.. i am really nervous because there's a timer, that you have to find it in just 2minutes! gosh! then, because of that nervous feeling, i found the wrong one! anaphase! they are the same! but, actually, i just made an alibi that i thought i was going to look for the anaphase stage! so, she deducted our score.. but it's okei because i found the right one after about 20seconds.. pero, sayang! hmphf! anyways, we had our PE today.. and had a practical exam, singing the Trinity Hymn.. well, that's my tuesday, till next time! i have to do my assignments! take care! mwah! nytish!

its been a long time...

2005-07-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

at last, i've updated my blog! haha! well, i am so busy with stuffs that sometimes i don't have time to check my mail, update my blog, friendster accounts, and other things.. even my sweetie.. i don't have much time to check if he's doing good, chiri-ing with him and other stuffs.. he once send me a message saying if i could just give this fool a lil time, a lil love that's all he wants.. and i was like "oh, i have to do something for him.." but he said that he understands my situation since im a Nursing student, with so much to do.. everyday, we have quizzes.. and i really have to review my notes and hand outs.. di naman ako katulad ng iba dyan na gifted talaga, that they can easily remember those things they heard without reviewing it.. hay, aun.. tomorrow, tuesday, we have a quiz on zoology.. in zoology, every meeting, we have a quiz.. but it's not that hard if you're really listening to your teacher and studying your notes.. it's just as easy as abc.. yabang ba? pero totoo.. tiyagaan lang, pasado ka na.. but sometimes, there would be times that you will be so slothful in studying.. ung tipong para kang natutukso na wag mag-aral, or pwedeng tinatamad.. based on my experience, (yhuck, kala mo matanda na) you have to strive hard to achieve your goals.. our teachers are right that there would be a lot of changes when you're in college.. there would be a lot of differences from your high school life to your college life.. sa college, di na pwede ung pa-easy-easy lang.. sakin cguro, oo.. di naman kc ako ganun katalino para di na mag-aral na naaalala pa ung mga lessons na tinuro, katulad ng sinabi ko kanina.. so, aun.. alalang.. but, i hope my sweetie really understands me.. hay.. alalang.. and it's past 9.. i have to sleep na.. goodnight! sweetdreams!

*miss my sweetie.. ='(*

joke time!

2005-06-27T15:42:00.000+08:00

namimiss ko na ang jokes.. hehe! ************* A little boy was in a relative's wedding. As he was coming down the aisle he would take two steps, stop and turn to the crowd (alternating between bride's side and groom's side). While facing the crowd, he would put his hands up like claws and roar. So it went, step, step, "ROAR", step, step, "ROAR", all the way down the aisle. As you can imagine, the crowd was near tears from laughing so hard by the time he reached the pulpit. The little boy, however, was getting more and more distressed from all the laughing, and was also near tears by the time he reached the pulpit. When asked what he was doing, the child sniffed and said, "I was being the Ring Bear."

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Two children were in a doctor's waiting room. The little girl was softly sobbing. "Why are you crying?" asked the little boy. "I'm here for a blood test, and they're going to cut my finger," said the girl. When he heard this, the little boy started to cry. "Why are you crying?" asked the girl. The boy looked at her worriedly and said, "I'm here for a urine test."

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MAN: I'd like to buy some dog food. CHECKOUT LADY: Do you have a dog? MAN: Yes. CHECKOUT LADY: Where is he? MAN: He's at home. CHECKOUT LADY: I'm sorry, I can't sell this dog food to you unless I see the dog. Store policy. The next day, the man returns. MAN: I'd like to buy some cat food. CHECKOUT LADY: Do you have a cat? MAN: Yes. CHECKOUT LADY: Well...where is he? MAN: He's at home! CHECKOUT LADY: Sorry, I can't sell this cat food to you unless I see your cat. The next day the man returns. CHECKOUT LADY: What's in the sack? MAN: Put your hand inside. CHECKOUT LADY: Hmmm...It's warm and moist! What is it? MAN: I would like to buy some toilet paper. ************* haha! wala lang.. =)

You Know You're A Filipino When...

2005-06-26T18:11:00.000+08:00

Your middle name is your mother's maiden name. Your parents call each other "Mommy" and "Daddy." You have uncles and aunts named "Boy," "Girlie," or "Baby." You have relatives whose nicknames consist of repeated syllables like "Jun-Jun," "Ling-Ling," and "Mon-Mon." Mine by the way was "Che-Che." You call the parents of your friends and your own parents' friends "Tito" and "Tita." You have four or five names. You greet your elders by touching their hands to your forehead. You always kiss your relatives on the cheek whenever you enter or leave the room. You follow your parents' house rules even if you are over 18. You live with your parents until and at times even after you're married. You decorate your dining room wall with a picture of the "Last Supper." You keep your furniture wrapped in plastic or covered with blankets. You have a Sto. Nino shrine in your living room. You have a piano that no one plays. You keep a tabo in your bathroom. You use Vicks Vapor rub as an insect repellant. You eat with your hands. You eat more than three times a day. You think a meal is not a meal without rice. You think sandwiches are snacks, not meals. Your dining table has a merry-go-round (lazy Susan) in the middle. You bring baon to work everyday. Your pantry is never without Spam, Vienna sausage, corned beef, and sardines. You love to eat daing or tuyo. You prop up one knee while eating. ou eat your meal with patis, toyo, suka, banana catsup, or bagoong. Your tablecloths are stained with toyo circles. You love sticky desserts and salty snacks. You eat fried Spam and hot dogs with rice. You eat mangoes with rice--with great GUSTO! You love "dirty" ice cream. You love to eat, yet often manage to stay slim. You put hot dogs in your spaghetti. Everything you eat is sauted in garlic, onion, and tomatoes. You order a "soft drink" instead of soda. You hang a rosary on your car's rear view mirror. You get together with family at a cemetery on All Saint's Day to eat, drink, and tell stories by your loved ones' graves. You play cards or mahjong and drink beer at funeral wakes. You think Christmas season begins in October and ends in January. Your second piece of luggage is a balikbayan box. You've mastered the art of packing a suitcase to double capacity. You collect items from airlines, hotels, and restaurants as "souvenirs." You feel obligated to give pasalubong to all your friends and relatives each time you return from a trip. You use paper foot outlines when buying shoes for friends and relatives. You're a fashion victim. You can convey 30 messages with your facial expression. You hold your palms together in front of you and say "excuse, excuse" when you pass in between people or in front of the TV. You ask for the bill at a restaurant by making a rectangle in the air. You cover your mouth when you laugh. You respond to a "Hoy!" or a "Pssst!" in a crowd. You'll answer "Malapit lang!"--no matter the distance--when asked how far away a place is located. Goldilocks is more than a fairy tale character to you. You refer to power interruptions as "brownouts." You love to use the following acronyms: CR for comfort room, DI for dance instructor, DOM for dirty old man, TNT for tago nang tago, KJ for kill joy, KSP for kulang sa pansin, OA for over-acting, TL for true love, BF for boyfriend and GF for girlfriend. You say "rubber shoes" instead of sneakers, "ball pen" instead of pen, "stockings" instead of pantyhose, "pampers" instead of diapers, "ref" or "prijider" instead of refrigerator, "Colgate" instead of toothpaste, "canteen" instead of cafeteria, and "open" or "close" instead of turn on or turn off (as in the lights). You use an umbrella for shade on hot summer days. You like everything imported or "state-side." You love ballroom dancing, bowling, pusoy, mah jong, billiards, and karaoke. You have a relative who is a nurse. When you're in a restaurant, you wipe your plate and utensils before using them. You can squeeze 15 passengers into your five seater car without a second thought. You wave a pom-pom on a stick around the food to keep the flies away. You always ring a doorbell twice, assuming that the first ring was not heard. You let the phone ring twice before answering, lest you appear overly eager. Your other piece of luggage is a balikbayan box. You use a rock to scrub yourself in the bath or shower. You're proud to be Filipino - and you pass these jokes on to all your Filipino friends! *** from Blogthings. *** ha ha! nonsense..

we have classes - blah

2005-06-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

it's saturday but we have classes..? argh! it's supposed to be a rest day, aite? weekend is a rest day for everyone! hay.. but i can't change it since it was made.. not by me.. *sigh* i really don't know what to say, and im really tired.. and bored.. all at once.. it's my cousin's (kuya jp) graduation today.. so, party party.. but i can not "party" since i really don't know his friends.. some of them, those Philam Boyz and Gurls, and some of his CSB blockmates, i know their names, but i can not "socialize" with them since we're not that close, and i'm so fresh in college and they were all now graduates (it's like they were too old, and im so young.. hehe).. how i wish i can finish my studies, like them, and attain my dreams and goals.. hope i can survive college because my course (Nursing) is really tough.. i know i can survive if i have the detemination or perseverance.. and most of all, my faith in God.. we can not survive anything arduous without Him.. right? hay.. (are you really paula? you're not like that before) well, imma good girl now! :) hehe.. ask mai! haha! i went to Galleria this afternoon cause i still have appointment with my dentist.. it's almost three years (i think) but it's not yet over.. i am really exhausted going to my dentist.. and sometimes, wait for 2-3hours.. rar! hay.. hope it's done before or on sembreak.. hay, im really sleepy.. i can't see clearly what im typing.. i really have to sleep.. eyebags, pimples, it's all over my face! haha! kaya ang panget panget ko na! but i wonder why people were still looking at me (yabang noh? totoo naman, haha) although i have pimples and my eyebags.. EYEBAGS talaga! i don't use make-ups, it'll just cover your natural beauty, aite? cge na, cge na.. bbye na! *sleepyness*

first day funk!!!

2005-06-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

waaah!!! sobrang super duper daming nangyari sakin ngaun! as in.. well, ganito kc un.. i woke up early in the morning to prepare myself.. pero, ang preparation ko kanina ay parang wala din dahil ang dami kong nakalimutan.. hihi.. ung mga important pa.. 1. wallet (well, ung wallet kc naiwan ko sa morong, naisip ko lang kagabi nung inaayos ko ung mga gamit ko) 2. pera! (buti na lang, dinala ko ung iPod ko, at may nakalagay na P50 dun sa lalagyan ko nun na bigay ng tita ko bago ako umalis ng morong, ang kuripot noh!) 3. panyo! (wala man lang akong pamunas sa mga pawis ko kanina, as in PAWIS! mukha na nga kaming dugyot nung kasama ko e.. hihi) 4. pamaypay (well, actually, wala naman akong balak magdala ng ganun, sa sobrang init lang kaya kailngan magdala ng ganun) 5. ID (nawala ko! haha! di pa kc nagsstart ung klase diba.. aun) at ito pa.. mga parang bloopers ko na! haha! patawa talaga.. ankulet.. nung pagdating ko, buti na lang, kasama ko ung pinsan ko.. so, di ko na kailangang maghanap pa kung saan ung classroom ko.. so, punta na kagad.. nung pagdating ko, ang daming mga studyante.. kala ko nga late na ko, pero, di naman.. wala pa ung prof namin.. pero, biglang nagflag ceremony ang ewan! pero lakad pa rin.. hihi.. bad.. tsktsk.. zoology ang aking first subject sa tuesday.. gusto nyong kunin ung sked ko? haha! cla mai kc at jake kinuha ung sked ko para alam daw nila kung wat time ung break ko! haha! patawa! love na love talaga nila ako.. so, aun.. anyway, may naging friends na aketch.. madaldal din xa, cla.. =) sayang kasama.. vanessa ung name nung una kong nakausap at unang naging friendship ko.. may mga friends din un sa Trinity.. so, aun.. tapos, ito pa, para tuloy akong naging flirt (hindi nga ba? haha!).. pano kc, puro lalaki ung mga nakasama namin ni vane, puro boylets ung mga nakakausap namin kc pareho nga kaming huli na, so dun kami sa bandang huli nung room, tas puro boyerz pa! haha! pasaway! aun.. basta, ang kukulit nila.. ang iingay.. yan tuloy, para tuloy clang mga bodyguards namin! haha! pano kc, nung uwian, sinusundan kami pati nung breaktime.. alam mo un.. pero, in fairness, mababait naman.. makukulit nga lang.. so aun.. uhm, ano nga ba ung name nila? haha.. nakalimutan kagad.. uhm, basta mamaya.. baka kung san pa ko mapunta nito kakakwento.. ganun kc ako e.. di pa tapos ung isa, may kkwento na kagad.. sa sobrang kadaldalan.. haha! so aun.. nung breaktime, ang bait kc ng prof namin (parang ang daling bolahin, ung itsura nya kc e) binigyan kami ng maagang break nung 9.. hanggang 9:30am, nakita ko pa nga c redge e.. well, actually, wala dapat kaming break nun, pero lagi na daw kami magbbreak kc nakakagutom un.. 5hours sa room! duh! tas, pinagbreak na kami ulit ng maaga nung 11.. hanggang 1:30pm.. xa kc ung prof namin sa dalawang subject na magkasunod sa tuesday.. uhm, actually, isa lang un e.. hehe.. zoology, and zoology lab.. tama ba un? parang barok.. o ako lang talaga ung nagiging barok.. haha! anyways, ano ba yan, ang tagal ko magkwento noh! wala pa ung mga bloopers! haha! ganun kc ako e.. ang haba haba pa ng cnasabi.. so, aun.. nung lunch na, sa BK kami kumain.. grabe! sobrang init! as in super duper init!!! waaah! tanghaling tapat kc un, tas maglalakad ka papunta sa BK.. kahit na malapit lang un, pra pa ring nasa disyerto ka na nun sa sobrang init! tagaktak (tama ba? yan na naman ako) ang pawis ko sa aking damit! nakakasar talaga! pagpasok namin, nakita namin ung mga kaibigan ni vane.. sabi nga nung kaibigan nya bakit daw para na kaming dugyot! haha! patawa! aun.. pano ba naman, ang init init.. kahit sa room, kahit na may aircon pa un! sus! mas malakas pa ata ung paghipan ko kesa sa aircon na un e! pagtinatapat ko lang ung mukha ko sa aircon, masarap.. pero, sus, lumayo ka lang ng konti, wala na! hay, ano ba yan.. ano ba yan, reklamo na ko kagad.. hehe.. so, aun.. nung kumakain na kami ng lunch, biglang may kumalabit sakin, pag lingon ko c mai! "mai!" tas, may biglang nagtakip ng mata ko! so di ko na makita! e, ito naman c ogaya (mai) biglang nasangga ung ice tea ko at tumapon sa skirt ko! sus! ano ba yan! first day na first day! ganun ang nangyari! hay, marianne ogaya talaga, so clumsynesh! so aun.. usap usap.. ganun pa din c mai, bad girl! pano ba naman, iniwan ung mga friends na kasama nya kc parang ang hihinhin daw! malay ba nya! diba? or baka ganun talaga cla.. alam nyo naman c mai, madaldal, maingay, parang ako.. pero, mas maingay xa, mas makulit, lahat mas! pati katawan! haha! small kc ung uniform ko, xa medium.. ito pa, un talagang c mai walang magawa sa buhay! tinanong dun sa isang friend nya kung anong size nung uniform nya, kung small, nung may klase cla.. tas, nung umalis na ung mga friends nya sa BK, nakita ko ung pinagtanungan nya.. kaya pala naman nya tinanong kc mukhang dpat sa kanya ay XXS.. ang payat nya kc e! ako ang payat ko, un pa kaya! sobra.. so aun.. oops! tama na.. nagiging demonyita na c paulita! sabi pa naman ng mum ko na magpakabait daw ako, wag pasaway.. okei.. behave.. uhm.. so aun.. chika chika ever.. pagtapos ng lunch namin, nagpunta na kami ni vane sa gym kc PE na namin.. gymnastics nga ang aking PE diba? wa masay! ano ba yan.. so nung nagpunta kami dun, nagpunta na rin cla mai and jake dun.. this time, kasama na nila c redge.. uwian na daw kc ni redge.. so aun.. chika chika.. boy hunting! haha! well, may natripan akong guy dun.. hihi.. varsity, #17, nagttraining kc cla.. sayang di pa naging 16! hmphf! basta, xa na c mr.17 ko.. haha! aun.. ang landi ko talaga! pero, ms love ko pa rin sweetie ko! nyaku! hihi.. so aun.. chika chika ulit sa mga boylets namin nung nagsstart na ung klase.. di naman namin kc marinig ung instructor.. so nagdaldalan na lang kami, asaran, kulitan, etc! so, tapos, nun uwian na! 30mins lang kami dun sa gym.. buti naman, ang init kc dun e! sobra.. so aun.. un lang.. ai! bago ko makalimutan, to nga pla ung mga natandaan kong names (sharing): vanessa - ang aking pwedeng maging BF (bestfriend), xa kc una kong nakilala at lagi kong kasama.. jerome - ang aming KUYA kc 2nd year na xa, bagsak lang ang zoology, dahil sa prof nya dati.. alexis - xa ung kasama ni KUYA jerome, parehong 2nd year at parehong bagsak.. hihi.. candice - groupmate ko sa zoology edelrich - " " " " rowena - " " " " rommel - sobrang kulit! (may crush ata yan sakin e! haha! jufal ng fez ever! lagi kc akong inaasar!) marvin - ma'am.. ma'am.. ma'am.. ang laging nagtatanong ng kung anu-ano na minsan non-sense naman! papansin! pero makulit (admirer ko din to! haha!) third - isa pang makulit na groupmate ko (isa pang admirer ko! haha! ang kapal ko na talaga!) tas, ung iba, di ko na matandaan.. basta yan, watch out for those persons baka kc makwento ko cla in the future.. alam nyo naman ako makwento, kahit di tungkol sakin.. so aun.. wala na kong msabi.. aun.. tulog na ko! haha! ang aga pa! hindi, kakain muna, xympre, chibog muna bago ung iba.. hihi! hanggang sa muli! =) **hala! ang haba pala ng post na to! sana di kyo napagod kakabasa! =)**

oh no! college college!

2005-06-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

first day funk na tomorrow! waaah! college is about to start! waaah! yoko pang pumasok! waaah! hehe.. sana naman di masyadong matataray ung magiging blockmates ko.. tska di mayabang.. ung tipong madaling pakisamahan.. diba? hay, *mixed emotions*.. paula sings: im a little bit of crazy, im a lil bit of a fool.. (hanggang dyan lang un) still don't know what to wear tomorrow.. and ito pa, di pa nagsstart ung classes, nawala ko na kagad ung ID ko! haha! grabe, ang pasaway ko talaga.. i forgot where i placed it.. haha! well, well.. sana naman di ako magmukhang tanga bukas.. hehe.. baka mali ung mapuntahan ko na room.. kakahiya naman.. hay.. alalang..

new layout! new post! :)

2005-06-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

hehe.. antagal kong di nag-update ng blog! haha! well, actually, nag-oonline naman ako, pero tinatamad lang mag-update.. hehe.. wala naman kc akong masabi e.. hehe.. aun.. anyway, dumating na ung tita at tito ko kahapon! :) hihi.. kc, may pasalubong! haha! binigyan ako ng Roxy bag ng tita ko.. ts, sa mum ko, Converse sneakers, and Abercrombie & Fitch cap.. ang cute nung cap, promise! ung suot ko.. kita nyo na? dun sa pic dito.. oh, kita nyo na? basta un na un.. hehe.. aun.. may cross yan na design e.. kaso, di na kita.. basta.. ang cute talaga nyan! gusto ko na ngang dalhin yan sa philam e! hehe! medyo pareho nung kay bestcuz ung sneakers, pero may nakalagay na "All Star" dun sa isang gilid nung sapatos nya.. aun.. pero, ang cute nya.. ung pinapabili ko naman sa dad ko, ganun din, pareho sa mum ko (actually, samin na un, hihiramin ko, pati ung cap, hihi), color red nga lang ung nasa loob, tska ung line.. basta.. un na un.. trip nga ng sweetie ko e.. hihi.. miss ko na xa.. hay.. ttext ko na lang xa mamaya.. :) aun.. tas, merong binigay ung aunt ko na spag-strap na Spongebob at dress.. match nga ung color nung spagstrap pati ung dress e.. hehe.. kakatuwa.. ung dress, para xang nyties.. aun.. susuot ko un palagi.. ;) hehe.. alalang.. aun.. ang saya.. tas, dapat, bibigay na lang sakin nung pinsan ko ung Spongebob na stuff toy kaso tatanungin nya na muna kung gusto ng anak nya.. malaki na daw kc ung anak nya, mga 13yrs na.. tska, boy un.. pero para kc xang pillow sa sobrang laki, mas malaki pa sa binigay ng sweetie ko and bestcuz.. aun.. e, pano na lang kaya ako? 16yrs na sa mundo? haha! love ko kc c spongebob e! #1 fan nya kc ako e.. hihi.. aun.. sayang! pero, pag ayaw daw, bibigay na lang sakin.. uhm, tatakutin ko ung pamangkin ko para ibigay na lang sakin! tama! haha! ano ba yan! desperada! haha! e, ang dami dami ko ng ganun.. para lahat ng bagay may ganun ako.. hehe.. pati nga underwear meron ako e! haha! wala nga lang bra.. hehe.. hanap nyo ko ng ganun? hehe.. aun.. so, nasan na nga ba ako? uhm, sa morong, malamang.. hay, tas, aun.. konti lang ung mga chocolates, pero, okei lang, ayaw ko na nun e.. aun.. hay.. wala na kong masabi.. kc nagugutom na ko e! hehe.. till next time! bye!

**okei lang ba ung new layout? alalang.. sana.. :)**

3 days outside the home (shopping days)

2005-05-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

Actually, on the first and second day, it was not a shopping day.. it was like a window shopping time with my mum, of course.. on the first day (may 20), I was in a bad mood this day, I went to trinity college (my school) to buy sets of uniform.. we bought 3 sets since they don't allow people to buy patches and make ones outside the school.. so, after that, we went to my dentist at Robinsons Galleria, as usual, for an appointment.. but I didn't wait for hours just for my turn.. it was like a minute.. hay, thank god.. I was really starving that time because I haven't had lunch.. I had my lunch at exactly 3:30pm in the afternoon.. well, actually, it was not a lunch anymore, it was like my snack time! oh well, after that, we just roam around Galleria, check if they had new clothes.. my mum saw a top in Freeway, but she didn't buy it.. after that, went home, still in a bad mood.. On our second day (may 21), I went to my former school, MIS in Antipolo to visit my previous schoolmates particularly, the COCC Marshals, and the Rookies.. they were having their break when I came.. some of them were not there.. but my sweetie was there.. =) mai and jan was there too.. buddy came too and mitch, but I was about to go since my mum and I will meet at Robinsons Metro East.. sweetie went with me.. my mum haven't texted me yet since she said that she will text me if they were on their way to Metro East.. so, we decided to watch a movie while waiting for them.. we watched The Amityville Horror.. it was based on a true story.. after the movie, my mother and I met near the Buffalo, and went home.. this time, I went home with my mum, my two younger cousins (ronaire and michelle, both of them are girls), and my sweetie.. first time! hehe.. then, my behbeh (sweetie, hunnie, boo) paid for our ride.. Yesterday, we (I, mum, and my 3 cousins: ronaire, michelle, and chiara) went to Galleria to meet my dad.. we had our lunch there too, at Kenny Rogers.. after that, we went to 50th avenue to roam around.. "window shop" time.. there, I finally saw a original Spongebob stuff toy! It was really cute because you can take off his pants! Hehe! But, I don't have enough money to buy that.. maybe, next time.. (sana di pa mabili) after that, we went to Greenhills.. my mum bought a new pair of sneakers, color orange.. It was on sale that's why my mum bought it.. hehe.. my mum also bought a new bag for ME! Hehe! It was so adorable! It was a kid pants changed into a bag! uhm, it was like a personalized bag.. basta, ill show it to you next time.. we also bought two (white and pink) racer backs.. then, after that, went back to Galleria.. then, went home! hay, had so much to do, nothing to say.. bye! *tomorrow is a special day for me and my sweetie!*

multiply

2005-05-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

do you know Multiply? it is a new site where you can posts some pictures, a blog like this, a calendar in your page, reviews of anything you want, your favorite links, and more.. what's nice about it is that it's for FREE! all you have to do is sign up.. it is also some kind of a Friendster thingie cause you can have friends but no testimonials.. so, join now! check out my account: http://bianxious.multiply.com it is still under construction, but you can see some of my pix, my friends' pix, and my family's! you can also check my friends' accounts there.. it is at the right side, below my headshot (my pic).. anyway, i made an animated GIF again.. hehe.. two couples are celebrating their monthsaries today.. and i want to greet them! :) happy monthsary bestcuz and winoy! and andrew and mary! =) yikee! **LOVE IS (REALLY) IN THE AIR** i can feel it, i can feel it! =)

after 1 week, nag-update na din

2005-05-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

hay, grabe.. tagal ko ng di nagppost ha! alalang.. wala naman ako mapost dito e.. 16 ngaun diba? hehe.. happy happy.. :) alalng.. may papakita na lang ako sa inyo.. click nyo na lang para mas makitang mabuti.. :) ganda noh? sarap magchillax sa bora! hayayay.. sana makapunta ako dyan kasama mga kaibigan ko.. :) saya nun! promise! alalang.. 1 week nga kuya jp, cousin ko, dyan sa bora bora e.. saya noh? kasama pa nya mga friends nya.. kainggit! kwento ko pa ba kung anong nangyari nung bday celeb ni allan? wag na.. kay buddy nyo na lng tignan.. malamang, knwento nun un.. madaldal un e.. kaso, baka di nya masyadong malagay ung ibang nangyari kc lasing xa.. hehe.. lagi naman e.. ai, lam nyo ba! iba talaga pag sikat! daming nang-aaway! hay naku.. ngaun ko lang napansin ulit ung nagsign sa guestbook ko na puro masasama ang cnabi.. well, inggit lang un.. diba? tignan nyo sa guestbook ko.. carla ata ung name nya.. hay naku.. ung mga taong ganun ay di na dapat pinapatulan dahil wala namang kakwenta kwenta ung mga bagay na ganun, diba? hay ever.. ever, init.. mahilig ba kayo sa mga house/trance/chill/techno? alalng.. nahihilig na ko sa mga ganung kanta gawa ni kuya jp.. aun, alalang.. pero, di ako nagttake ng drugs like exstacy.. (tama ba ung spelling?) aun.. start ng summer training ngaun diba? sa COCC sa school namin? hay, ewan.. ung ang alam ko..

internet available - happy birthday mimi! :)

2005-05-09T18:42:00.000+08:00

sa wakas.. okei na rin ung modem ko.. pinaltan ang aking 5-year modem ng bago.. pero, dyan lang sa antipolo binili.. binili ung ng nag-aayos ng pc ko.. hay.. grabe.. sobrang gustung gusto ko ng maginternet.. sobra.. as in.. aun.. alalang.. at, ito pa! i know how to transfer songs from my pc to my iPod.. :) hihi.. alalng.. so, ibig sabihin.. meron na kong mga songs sa aking iPod.. :) saya saya ko nga e! kaya ito, nakikinig na lang sa aking iPod pag umaalis.. hehe.. yabang! alalang.. at, ito pa! tignan nyo to: marunong na kong gumawa ng gif! :) haha! thanx to my great hands and mind! haha! yabang! gulat ako nung bigla kong nagawa un.. alalang.. trip ko kcng gumawa ng ganun.. :) alalng.. saya saya lang.. hehe.. nagsearch kc ako kung pano gumawa nun using Adobe ImageReady.. so, aun.. nakita ko.. di ko naman masyadong naintindihan.. nung umpisa.. hehe.. binabasa ko lang.. tas, tinandaan ko na lang ung iba.. tapos, aun.. nakuha ko! haha! sa kakaisip kung pano gagawin.. so, aun.. basta, pag gusto mo talagang gawin ang isang bagay, magresearch ka lang.. at kung ika'y pagpapalain, ikaw ay pagbibigyan.. katulad ko! :) kaya un.. happy birthday mimi! =)

nuthin much

2005-05-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

im missing my sweetiehunniestickboo.. rar! rar! ei, belated happy birthday to my friends, allan and ice.. :) miss you guys! im really booooooored at house.. we're at my tita's house kc birthday nya yesterday.. kasabay nya nga c ice e.. :) alalang.. surprise pa nga dapat kaso, biglang nagin hindi.. alam nyo ba kung bkit? because of me.. :) hehe.. actually, it's not me.. pinsan ko kc, cnabi ng pinsan ko na andun kami.. e di alam ng tita ko na pupunta kami dun.. so aun, di na sya nasurprise.. pero, okei pa rin, kc medyo surprise pa din.. basta, long story.. basta, masaya kami.. :) mother's day tomorrow.. wala naman akong gift sa nanay ko.. greet ko na lang xa na may kasamang kiss, hug, and iloveyou.. :) yikee! musheee! hay.. wala talaga akong makwento ngaun.. di ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko.. ayoko namang magkwento tungkol sa buhay ko ngaun kc hindi naman masyadong interesting ung buhay ko e.. di tulad ng iba dyan.. aun.. so, ciao na lang! **sana nga may sumagot sa kweshion ko.. asteeg yan.. :) (scroll down)**

try crackin this

2005-05-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

I am first in everything, I am the centre of honesty, and the end of all trouble. I am not in difficulty, I always come in time, and am never out of money. I am never in war, always in peace I never get in bad company, I always end a dialogue, I always finish the game. I am always in your dreams, And though I am silent in love But if I wouldn't come after u, it wouldn't be true. So start with me and end with me or else - there's no escape. Now find: Who am i ??? Come on! U read my above written text once more. U have to get it now . No!! It's not me!! It's really a puzzle!!! :) ================================== answer this question, and you might get something cool if you'll get the right answer.. just email your answer to paulabiancaph@yahoo.com.. :) enjoy!

tiresome rar

2005-05-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

rar! tiresomeness! wakk! klak! hay.. napagod ako kakaintay at kakatayo sa mall kasama ang aking mga pinsan na magkapatid at ang kanilang nanay na aking tita.. kami ay nagpunta sa g4, tapos sa landmark.. cla lang ang may nabili, ako wala.. hehe.. alalng.. may pera naman ako, at may nagustuhan din akong swimsuit.. pero, uhmm, nag-isip ako na baka may mas makita pa kami ng nanay ko.. so, di ko na lang binili tska di ko din naman un mabibili kc kasama ko cla.. aun.. tska mas gusto ko na nagsshopping na kasama ang aking nanay.. miss ko na mommy ko e.. :) yikee! ako ba to!? hehe.. alalang.. sabi nga sakin ni roy na baka namimiss ko lang xa kasama pag shopping.. uhm, cympre, kasama na un kahit na wala kaming nabibili.. window shopping lang.. ganun.. un naman madalas na ginagawa namin e.. minsan lang xa bumibili.. pero, may style naman.. :) hihi.. alalang.. so aun.. bumili c natalie ng new swimsuit.. tita ko, ganun din.. c ate ruffles, white mini skirt and ung jessie style na jacket.. uhm, "bolero"? tama ba spelling ko? hehe.. sorry.. di ko kc masyadong feel ung damit na ganun.. pero, bagay naman kay jessie.. pero, promise! sobrang addict na si ate ruff sa full house! ung tipong hanggang pananamit ni jessie, gagayahin! wat da, da da da! hay! ewan ko ba dun.. lahat ng mga pinapakita nya katulad nung sinusuot ni jessie ng full house.. nga pla, tapos na un.. nakakalungkot.. pero, di ako addict dun noh! sobra sobra si ate! hay! ewan ko ba dun! tapos, bago ako gumamit ng pc, tinignan nya na muna ung dinownload nya na commercial ni justin! hay! grabe na talaga! ewan ko ba dun.. hay.. ate ruff - certified full house addict! tsktsk! hay.. aun.. nuf abt dat.. so, aun.. wala na kong masabi.. basta ako, wala akong nabili.. aalis naman kami ni mommy this week.. shopping/window shopping.. mamimili na lang xa dun.. hay.. :) excited na ko.. sana nga may mabili kami for ME lang.. hehe.. bad.. hehe.. alalng.. hay.. pagod na talaga ako.. 12:07am na.. hay.. aun.. tutulog na ko.. ciao! :)

may 1 - sunday - labor day

2005-05-01T15:46:00.000+08:00

Who invented A,B,C,D,E,.............................. Z did a great thing. But he kept U and I very very far. But I still got a place where U and I are very close..... in fact together....... Do you know where U and I can be together......... Scroll down.. It is on the keyboard..... STUPID! Don't see the keyboard now!! HAHA!! ++++++++++ wala lang.. wala lang akong magawa.. hehe nakapag-enrol na ko sa Trinity College.. aun.. Nursing ang kukunin ko.. nakakapagtaka talaga ang tao ngaun! hayayay.. nag-aaway ang aking pinsan na c natalie at ang bf nya.. pero, mamaya, bati na cla.. hayayay.. parang c jimilah, na nakipagaway sa bf nya, tas the next day, cla na ulit.. hay.. ewan ko nga ba.. change topic.. hay, naayos ko na din sa wakas ung blog ni jessica.. dapat akin ung background na un.. hmphf! pero, ayos lang.. :) asteeg! haha! im searching for a background for my blog na may heart, stars, or stripes.. specifically, purple hearts, stars or stripes, na iba iba.. aun.. i like purple! sobra! alalng.. tas, may pinuntahan akong site, http://www.all-yours.net/, tas, aun.. may nakalagay dun sa baba na ang sweetest day is oct.16! :) haha! for sure, mag-aagree sakin c bestcuz.. :) diba bestcuz? hehe.. alalang.. natuwa lang.. aayusin ko na tong blog ko.. uhm, sa June cguro, iba na to.. aun, alalang..

wala akong mapost!

2005-04-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

post post post! ahahhay.. buhahahhay.. happy monthsary na lang kay ailah and sa kanyang yummy fafa na c ivan.. aun..

iPod photo!!! =)

2005-04-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

guess wat?? haha! meron na kong iPod.. shocking! di lang xa iPod, iPod photo xa! =) hihihi! sobrang saya ko lang.. feel na feel ko na ang iPod.. graduation gift ata un sakin ng parents ko.. hehe.. tagal na noh! nung march19 pa ung grad namin.. pero, ayos lang.. pero, gulat talaga ako.. kala ko, ang ibibigay lang sakin, iPod mini lang or iPod lang.. aun.. gosh talaga.. heheh! alalng.. di naman masyadong halata na masaya ako noh.. sabi nga ni sweetie na nasobrahan daw ako sa saya.. di ko na daw xa natext.. hihi.. sorry.. okei lang naman daw.. =) thanx hunnie.. love you! mwah! kaso, may problem! argh! ung requirements ng iPod para ma-install sa computer ay Windows 2000 or Windows XP.. nyehkerz! Windows 98 2nd Edition lang po ung akin.. so, nagpunta na lang ako sa bahay ng pinsan ko, and dun install ung cd.. tska para, makita ko ung iTunes.. kaya un.. di pa ko naglagay ng mga songs sa iPod ko kc alalng.. uhm, pagpunta ko na lang sa Philam saka ako maglalagay ng mga songs and pix.. =)
hay, aun.. sobrang saya ko.. =) nagupload nga ako ng mga pix dun sa site ng albums ni buddy.. pix nung senior's night and jessi's despedida.. aun.. alalng.. hindi naman masyadong madami ung mga pix na inupload ko.. 145 pix nga ung sa senior's nyt, tas 90 naman dun sa despedida.. dami noh! alalng.. sana nga, pa-upgrade na ulit ung pc ko.. sana pumayag parents ko.. =) hay..

yearbook is out

2005-04-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

kinuha ko na ung yearbook namin kanina and binigay ung request letter ko for a certificate of good moral character sa school.. kaya para sa mga batchmates ko, kuhanin nyo na ung yearbook.. kaso, para sakin, di masyadong maganda.. i'm expecting that it would be a marvelous and memorable yearbook that you will keep for million years, pero, hindi.. uhm, sabihin na lang natin na not-so-good yearbook para mas maganda maganda.. excited pa naman ako na kuhanin un kasi matatapos ko na ung ginagawa ko.. aun.. alalang.. and cympre, kasi, makikita ko ung mahal ko.. =) hehe.. sabi nya kc na pupunta na lang din xa sa school kasi may ibibigay daw xa sakin.. aun.. nagkita nga kami.. hehe.. alalng.. anyway, i was also expecting na mabibigay na sakin ngaun ung good moral kaso, ndi daw.. ibibigay pa kc un kay dr.monica and sabi din kc ni ms. hilda na 3-day working certificate thingie daw un.. so, babalikan ko na lang xa ulit.. cguro, pag uwi ko sa philam kasi aasikasuhin na namin ung enrollment (at long last).. busy kasi tatay ko this past few weeks.. ang dami nyang ginagawa, sobra.. nung sunday nga, nagpunta kami sa galle para magpacheck sa dentist ko, tas, nagyaya ung dad ko na manood ng movie.. gulat nga ako e.. pero, biglang nagbago ung isip nya, kami na lang daw ng pinsan ko kasi may gagawin pa dw xa.. aun.. pra pa nga xang nagalit kagabi.. sa sobrang pagod cguro un.. para pa ngang nabadtrip ako kagabi gawa nun.. nabadtrip na pla.. pero, nawala din nung kinausap ako ng dad ko at sinabi na hindi daw xa galit.. pagod lang dw xa.. naiintindihan ko naman xa e.. kaya un.. aun lang.. kc matutulog na ko.. tska baka humaba pa tong kwento ko.. nyt.. =) mwah! *hug* **sana manalo cla sweetie sa game nila**

hay

2005-04-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

nagpunta dito kahapon si sweetie.. =) alalng.. masaya lang ako.. hehe.. uhmm.. wala akong magawa.. nagdownload lang ako ng mga fonts.. =) saya saya.. dami kong nadownload.. saya saya.. alalang.. hay.. nakuha ko to sa Friendster.. Spell your name and copy what each letter signifies about your personality. A- You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. B - You are always cautious when it comes tomeeting new people. C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it. D - You have trouble trusting people. E - You are a very exciting person. F - Everyone loves you. G - You have excellent ways of viewing people. H - You are not judgemental. I -You are always smiling & making others smile. J - Jealousy. K - You like to try new things. L - Love is something you deeply believe in. M - Success comes easily to you. N -You like to work, but you always want a break. O -You are very open-minded. P - You are very friendly and understanding. Q - You are a hypocrite. R - You are a social butterfly. S - You are very broad-minded. T - You have an attitude, a big one. U -You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards. V - You have a very good physical and looks. W - You like your privacy. X - You never let people tell you what to do. Y - You cause a lot of trouble. Z - You're always fighting with someone. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ paula means.. P - You are very friendly and understanding. A- You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. U -You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards. L - Love is something you deeply believe in. A- You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ yan.. wala akong magawa..

dunno

2005-04-18T01:32:00.000+08:00

hay.. bati na kami.. =) alalang.. ang saya ko lang.. hehe.. alalang.. umiyak ang sweetie ko.. hehe.. kaya naawa na behbeh nya.. hehe.. alalng.. dami ko nakachat ngaun.. tapos may kausap pa sa fone.. hahahaha! saya ko lang.. feeling artista ako ngaun.. =) hahhaha! niloloko pa ko ng hunnie ko na pupunta daw xa dito.. hehe.. gusto ko naman.. haha! =) ano kaya? pupunta kaya xa..? sabihin ko na lang sa inyo.. pero, wait lang.. sa lahat ng mga tao dito sa philippines, cno ba talagang nag-Palmolive? c carla or c tina? sagutin nyo ko ha.. *happy monthsary sa bestcuz ko and sa winoy nya.. =)*

photobucket error & april13

2005-04-15T19:08:00.000+08:00

leche ung photobucket.. system maintenance ekla.. kaya tuloy wala ung ibang pix dito.. hayy.. kaasar.. kala ko ako lang ung may sira, un pala lahat.. kaasar.. bakit kaya? sana naman mag-improve.. alalang.. wala akong magawa.. i went to robinsons metro east last april13, with my cousin, rap2x, my friends, mai, redge, jesse, and of course, my sweetie.. nagpaalam ako sa mum ko the day before, mga gabi na un.. biglaan kcng cnabi sakin ni roy un.. good thing, pinayagan ako.. =) kaya saya saya na naman ni roy.. hehe.. at cympre, ako.. =) sayang nga e, di kasama cla buddy.. kung alam lang ni mary baka sumama din un.. tumawag kc xa kay mai nung nasa mall kami.. aun.. anyway, so nagkita-kita kami nila mai sa 7-eleven sa antipolo malapit sa mcdo.. usapan nga namin 12:30.. dapat nga mga 11:30 para makauwi dw ng maaga.. sabi ko naman, ang aga naman.. so 12 na lang daw.. ang aga pa rin.. kc 10am na di pa ko naliligo.. nakadating kami sa 7-eleven ng 2pm na ata kc naglunch pa kami dito sa bahay sa morong.. so aun.. buti naman, di cla masyadong badtrip.. hehe.. pero, natutong lang cla dun.. hehe.. alalng.. so, aun.. sumakay kami ng fx, P25 each.. andun kami nila mai, jesse, rap, roy at ako sa likod.. magkatabi c mai tska jesse, tas kaming 3 nila sweetie nd rap.. buti na lang, di P50 ung binayad ko, P25 lang kc magkasama na kami ni rap dun.. kaya okei lang.. kahit magsiksikan.. di naman actually siksikan.. wondering where's redge? well, nauna na xa.. andun na daw xa sa mall nung dumating kami sa 7-eleven sabi ni mai.. so, punta kami sa arcade kc andun c redge.. para nga kaming family, sabi ko.. =) nung nasa fx pa kami.. ako ung nanay, c roy ung tatay, c mai ung ate, c jesse ung kuya, at c rap ung baby.. c redge? lolo namin.. haha! joke lang.. happy family diba? hehe.. aun, alalng.. tama naman e.. kc anak ko c jesse, tas kapatid ni jesse c mai, tas asawa ko c roy, tas c rap, pinsan ko na naging baby ko na para complete ung family.. hehe.. alalang.. enough about the family, tagal pa un.. anyway, nagpunta na kami sa moviehouse para mamili ng movie.. tinatanong ko nga c rap kung gusto nyang manood ng spongebob.. tska gusto kong panoorin un.. cympre, favorite ko un e.. hehe.. cursor ko nga xa e.. aun, alalng.. bahala daw ako.. gusto naman nila the pacifier or boogeyman.. okei lang naman sakin kahit ano e.. nung una, sabi nila boogeyman, tas sabi ni rap , cge, gusto din nya daw un.. tas maya maya, the pacifier na lang.. hay, okei.. kay gulo.. so, the pacifier na lang pinanood namin.. kaso, matagal pa, so tumambay muna kami sa arcade tas kumain c redge and rap sa fud court.. ang daming ngang fast fuds dun sa fud court e.. alam nyo kung ano? sizzling delight, sizzling delight, sizzling delight, sizzling delight, sizzling delight, sizzling delight, sizzling delight, and sizzling delight.. oh diba? ang dami noh! kulang pa nga yan e.. so di nakakapagtaka kung puro galing sa sizzling delight ung mga kinakain ng mga tao.. pano, iisa lang ung fast fud.. nyehkerz talaga.. patawa.. so, aun, nangbuburaot pa ko sa pinsan ko kc parang nagugutom ako.. kaya un.. hihi.. pagkatapos nilang kumain, tambay sa arcade, laro laro ung pinsan ko, at cympre, chaperon aketch kaya binantayan ko.. pero, ayaw naman nya ng ganun so pinabayaan ko na lang xa.. so, okei, punta na lang ako kla mai.. laro laro din cla jesse and redge dun.. aun, saya saya nila.. ako tska c roy, sa isang tabi nagcchirian.. haha! joke lang.. di naman masyadong chirian.. alalng.. kulitan lang.. hihi.. pero, pasweetums pa rin.. hehe.. aun, anyway, sa sobrang kasiyahan ng mga kasama ko sa paglalaro dun, nakalimutan na rin nila ung time ng papanoorin namin.. so, pagdating namin nagsstart na.. kala ko pa nga trailer lang.. tas, aun, pero, okei lang.. di pa naman kami masyadong huli.. kaya, aun.. so nood nood na lang.. di ko na kkwento, panoorin nyo na lang.. maganda xa, nakakatawa.. pero, di naman ako masyadong natawa na halakhak and everything, nakakahiya naman sa mga kasama ko.. tska kalapit ko nun c roy e.. hehe.. =) aun, after nun, umuwi na kami.. of course, hinatid ako pauwi ng aking dakilang bf dito sa bahay.. cympre, nagaalala na baka may mangyari sakin kahit di xa nakapagpaalam na aalis xa.. un nga lang ung mali nya.. hay, pag-ibig nga naman.. gagawin lahat kahit ikakasama basta makita lang ung "special someone".. ako ung naging worried kc baka kung ano na lang isipin ng parents nya, tas kasama pa ko, tas di pa xa nagpaalam.. ayaw ko lang na napapagalitan xa.. so, aun, pero, okei lang daw sa kanya kc sanay na naman xa na napapagalitan tska sabi naman daw na wag magpagabi.. e gabi na nung nasa antipolo na kami.. tss.. *thanx talaga sweetie.. love you so much!* aun.. alalng.. pagdating namin sa bahay, nanonood cla ng greatest story ever told.. movie about Jesus un.. sayang nga, di ko napanood ung white chicks kc umalis nga kami.. e nung day na un din un kailangan ibalik.. ayaw kc magbayad mum ko ng penalty.. kaya un.. kuripot.. hehe.. joke lang.. pero, okei lang.. so, aun.. pag dating sa bahay, kumain na kami kagad.. tas, aun.. nood ng tv, hanggang sa nakatulog.. so, aun.. ung ung nangyari sakin.. alalng.. wala kcng masyadong nangyari sakin ngaun kc nasa bahay lang ako.. nagbasa ng mga magazines.. cge.. hope u had a great day..

happy birthday crystel!

2005-04-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

alalang.. birthday ngaun ng classmate ko sa jmsms.. alalang.. hay, at long last, matatapos na ung ginagawa ko.. na.. *to0ot*.. hehe.. sikwet.. konti na lang, ilalagay ko na xa dito.. haha! alalng.. ganda nung the notebook noh! alalng.. best movie i have ever seen.. =) sobrang nakakatouch na nakakaiyak.. sabi nga sakin ni natsky na naiyak daw dun c niko, ung bf nya.. hehe.. di lang daw pinapahalata ni niko.. kaya pla sabi nung sweetie ko na panoorin ko daw un kc sobrang ganda daw.. alalng.. kaso, ang tagal ko pang napanood un nung cnabi nya sakin.. nung nandun ako sa philam, uhm, last last week, dun ko lang napanood.. e cnabi sakin ni sweetie na panoorin ko un last year pa.. kaya un.. hehe.. pro, ang ganda ganda nya.. sobra.. =) kakaiyak.. tska nakakarelate ako e.. hehe.. kaya cguro cnabi ni sweetie na panoorin ko un kc alam nya na makakarelate ako.. hihi.. nag-upload lang ako ng mga pix ng mga barkada ko.. nakuha ko kay buddy.. thanx nga pla ha.. hehe.. aun.. alalng.. walang magawa e.. sa saturday pa ko makakapunta sa philam.. tas sa april18, birthday celebration ng pinsan ko, c ate pat.. alalang.. share ko lang.. kaya, panigurado, hating gabi na naman ako makakatulog that day, kc inuman daw.. "drink til we drop" sabi nga ni ate pat.. aun, alalng.. walang magawa.. at walang masabi.. di na unlimited ung sun ni sweetie kaya di ko na xa makatext.. pero, kanina un.. ngaun, may load na xa.. nagtext kc xa sakin, tas tumawag ako.. usap usap.. ganun ganun.. alalang.. hay.. aalis na nga c mc, ung lil sis ng sweetie ko, pupunta na daw ng states.. =( pero, di totoong lil sis un ha.. magkamukha lang cla.. ng konti.. kakalungkot nga e, wala na ung baby sis ng sweetie ko.. at wala na rin ung baby ng anak ko, c jesse.. crush kc ng anak ko c mc.. alalng.. di lang pla crush, love na nya.. kaya un, mas lalo akong nalungkot kc malulungkot ung family ko, ung asawa ko, at anak ko.. kaya un.. =( aun, alalng.. wala talaga akong masabi.. ngaun.. kaya un.. hay..

movie marathon

2005-04-13T16:38:00.000+08:00

oh god.. sakit ng mata ko.. oh well, i watched three movies today: sleepover, confessions of a teenage drama queen, and bridget jones: the edge of reason.. sleepover is a movie about a group of young girls, the summer before they make the leap to high school.. as one girl prepares to move out of town, her best friend throws a slumber party for her and all their friends the same night as the "popular girls" have their own overnight soiree.. a competitive scavenger hunt ensues between the two parties, with a special prize for the winners.. first choice of the best table in the high school lunchroom.. confessions of a teenage drama queen? it was based on the teen novel of the same name, confessions of a teenage drama queen follows lola, a newly displaced teen, whose divorced mother has relocated from the trendy life of new york city to the urban sprawl of dellwood, new jersey.. out of place in the surburban town, lola sets her sights on the lead in the school play while fantasizing about her favorite rock group and how her life should be.. when she learns that her favorite rock group is disbanding and is going to put on their final farewell concert in new york city, lola pulls out all the stops to make it to the concert and meet the lead singer, stu.. bridget jones: the edge of reason.. uhm.. though bridget is happily ensconced in the arms of the lovely mark darcy her petty jealousies are starting to get the best of her, and their relationship.. chief among these is her suspicions about mark's long-legged intern, who, on top of being gorgeous, has a knack for doing everything right.. to make matters worse bridget's old fling, and former boss, daniel cleaver, arrives on the scene.. those were the synopsis of the movies i watched.. matagal tagal na din ung mga movie nun, ngaun ko lang napanood.. hehe..

three little powerful words

2005-04-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

Description: The following three-word phrases can enrich every relationship. These are just three little BUT VERY POWERFUL words!!! I'll Be There If you have ever had to call a friend in the middle of the night, to take a sick child to hospital, or when your car has broken down some miles from home, you will know how good it feels to hear the phrase "I'll be there." Being there for another person is the greatest gift we can give. When we're truly present for other people, important things happen to them & us. We are renewed in love and friendship. We are restored emotionally and spiritually. Being there is at the very core of civility. I Miss You Perhaps more marriages could be saved & strengthened if couples simply & sincerely say to each other "I miss you." This powerful affirmation tells partners they are wanted, needed, desired & loved. Consider how ecstatic you would feel, if you received an unexpected phone call from your spouse in the middle of your workday, just to say "I miss you." I Respect You / I Trust You Respect and trust is another way of showing love. Its conveys the feeling that another person is a true equal. If you talk to your children as if they were adults you will strengthen the bonds & become close friends. This applies to all interpersonal relationships. Maybe You're Right This phrase is highly effective in diffusing an argument and restoring frayed emotions. The flip side to "maybe you're right" is the humility of admitting maybe "I'm wrong". Let's face it. When you have a heated argument with someone, all you do is cement the other person's point of view. They, or you, will not change their stance and you run the risk of seriously damaging the relationship between you. Saying "maybe you're right" can open the door to further explore the subject, in which you may then have the opportunity to get your view across in a more rational manner. Please Forgive Me Many broken relationships could be restored and healed if people would admit their mistakes and ask for forgiveness. All of us are vulnerable to faults and failures. A man should never be ashamed to own up that he has been in the wrong, which is saying, in other words, that he is wiser today than he was yesterday. I Thank You Gratitude is an exquisite form of courtesy. People who enjoy the companionship of good, close friends are those who don't take daily courtesies for granted. They are quick to thank their friends for their many expressions of kindness. On the other hand, people whose circle of friends is severely constricted often do not have the attitude of gratitude. Count On Me A friend is one who walks in when others walk out. Loyalty is an essential ingredient for true friendship; it is the emotional glue that bonds people. Those that are rich in their relationships tend to be steady and true friends. When troubles come, a good friend is there indicating "you can count on me." Let Me Help The best of friends see a need and try to fill it. When they spot a hurt they do what they can to heal it. Without being asked, they pitch in and help. I Understand You People become closer and enjoy each other more if they feel the other person accepts and understands them. Letting your spouse know in so many little ways that you understand them, is one of the most powerful tools for healing relationship. This applies to any relationship. Go For It We are all unique individuals. Don't try to get your friends to conform to your ideals. Support them in pursuing their interests, no matter how weird they seem to you. Everyone has dreams, dreams that are unique to that person only. Support and encourage your friends to follow their dreams. Tell them to "go for it." I Love You Perhaps the most important three words that you can say. Telling someone that you truly love them satisfies a person's deepest emotional needs. The need to belong, to feel appreciated and to be wanted.Your spouse, your children, your friends and you, all need to hear those three little words "I love you."

=)

2005-04-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

grabe! sobrang saya ko! kasi pinayagan akong pumunta kla roy! grabe! i was expecting that my mum wouldn't allow me.. buti na lang talaga sumama c buddy, at, un, pinagpaalam ako.. bihis bihis ako kagad.. aun.. hehe.. tapos, cnabi pa sakin ni roy na kinausap pa daw xa ng mum ko.. grabe nga e! shock na shock ako! andun pa ung lola ko, tita, pinsan nung initerview xa.. cnabi din sakin ng mum ko na kinausap nya daw c roy.. knwento nya lahat, kung ano ung mga tinanong nya, kung pano sumagot c roy, at kung ano ung comment nya sa kanya.. okei naman daw c roy, di lang daw nya kc nakakausap, pero, ang tingin daw nya, meron daw respeto tska mabait.. *sigh* buti naman puro positive ung cnabi sa kanya.. hay.. aun.. saya saya ko lang.. saya saya naming dalawa ni roy kc nagkasama kami.. hay.. saya.. kain, inuman.. ganun lang naman nangyari kagabi.. sa min ni roy? haha! wala, sa min na lang un.. haha! *chirian* basta, masaya lang talaga ako ngaun.. kasi (sana) okei na nanay ko kay roy.. kahit papaano daw, nagkaron na xa ng tiwala sa kanya.. =)

the perfect girl

2005-04-09T13:39:00.000+08:00

hay.. wala lang.. walang magawa.. sana payagan ako mamaya.. hay.. ~*~*~*~*~*~ A friend asked a gentleman how it is that he never married. Replied the gentleman, "Well, I guess I just never met the right woman... I guess I've been looking for the perfect girl." "Oh, come on now," said the friend, "Surely you have met at least on girl that you wanted to marry." "Yes, there was one girl... once. I guess she was the one perfect girl. The only perfect girl I really ever met. She was just the right everything... I really mean that she was the perfect girl for me." "Well, why didn't you marry her?" asked the friend. "She was looking for the perfect man," he said. ~*~*~*~*~*~

balik

2005-04-08T12:56:00.000+08:00

balik balik.. babalik ako sa morong.. argh! waaaah! ayoko pang bumalik kc.. 1. baka di ako payagan pumunta sa bday celebration ng sweetie ko tomorrow.. 2. wala akong magawa dun... 3. makikita ko ang mga pinsan ko na makukulit at aasarin na naman ako kung kani-kanino.. 4. baka mapagalitan ako.. 5. ayoko lang kc.. pero, fine.. dahil kailangan ko daw kc magpasukat ng gown para dun sa kasal kc abay dw ako, kaya un.. fine.. pero, wish ko lang.. sana makapunta ako tomorrow.. pag hindi.. waaaah! iyak iyak na naman..

hApPy bIrThDaY sWeeTiE kO! =)

2005-04-06T11:23:00.000+08:00

happy birthday sweetie!!! =) grabe.. birthday ng sweetie ko ngaun.. alalang.. sna masaya naman xa ngaun.. papasayahin ko xa.. haha! nyahk! grabe.. wala man lang akong gift sa kanya.. kiss ko na lang xa ng matagal tska hug ko na lang xa ng matagal.. un naman gusto nya e! hihi! grabe.. sana masaya kami mamaya, magkikita kami e.. hehe.. date! haha! alalang.. alalang.. wala lang.. grabe, kakalungkot noh.. patay na c Pope John Paul II.. alalng.. nakakalungkot lang talaga.. para ngang naiiyak ako nung pinapanood namin nung isang araw e.. kaya di ko na lang tinignan masyado.. aun.. alalng.. wala lang.. pero, ngaun, masaya ako kasi magkikita kami ng sweetie ko.. yahoo! hehe!

at last!

2005-04-05T15:50:00.000+08:00

nakapag-update na din ako sa wakas! haha! hehe! alalng.. walalng.. tinamad kc ako mag-update ng blog e.. haha! tinamad?! ako pa! haha! pero, di nga.. parang nakakatamad kc e.. alalng.. aun.. walalang.. my god! birthday ng sweetie ko bukas! grabe! waaah! walalang.. wala akong gift sa kanya.. hihi.. alalang.. wala akong pera e! anong magagawa ko! hmphf.. okei lang naman dw e.. hehe.. alalng.. aun.. wla akong masabi..

an ordinary day

2005-03-31T18:51:00.000+08:00

actually, it's not an ordinary day.. it's my grandpa's death anniversary.. grabe! hahaha! kakatawa! nanaginip ako kaninang madaling araw.. pababa daw ako ng ng hagdan sa labas dito sa bahay namin.. kasama ko ung pinakamaldita, makulit, suplada, lahat na, na pinsan ko.. magkahawak pa nga kami ng kamay [yhuck!].. pagbaba namin sa hagdan, nakaharang ung askal na aso dito sa min, nakatali.. dapat c gwen ung nakatali, kc xa ung tunay na aso e, hindi askal.. so, aun.. nung malapit na kami sa baba kung saan nakaharang ung askal, bigla xang tumabi.. sa isip ko 'ang bait naman, nagpadaan'.. pagbaba namin, bigla ba naman akong kinagat sa toOot! ung lower part sa likod! *ouch* napatalon ako sa sakit! sa sobrang sakit cguro ng pagkakagat sakin nung dog dun sa panaginip ko, biglang tumaas ung 2 paa ko, tapos parang gumalabog [sabi ng lola ko].. ang lakas lakas daw! kung makikita nyo lang ung nangyari, cguro magugulat kayo, afterwards, tatawa! eto pa, kaya ako natatawa, pag gising ko.. MUM: pau, nanaginip ka ba kanina? AKO: oo *smile* LOLA: grabe! nagulat ako sayo! nagdadasal pa naman ako! akala ko kung anong nangyari sayo! kala ko kinumbulshun [tama ba] ka na namama e! MUM & AKO: hahahaha! MUM: ano bang napaniginapan mo? AKO: nakagat daw ako ng aso.. pag kagising ko nga ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko e.. LOLA: gulat na gulat talaga ako! tumingin ka pa nga sa kin e! AKO: oo, kasi bigla akong nagising, tapos, hinawakan ko ung left part ng dibdib ko, ang bilis ng tibok.. LOLA: hay, nakakagulat talaga! MUM: hehehe! AKO: *smile* aun.. tawanan kami kanina.. pero, pwamish! parang nafeel ko ung kagat ng aso sakin kaya biglang napataas ung paa ko, tapos biglang bumagsak.. sakit nga nung paa ko e.. hihi.. para ngang nefeel ko, parang may humawak sa toOot ko pero di masyado, parang daplis lang.. ganun.. hay buhay.. sana naman di ako makagat ng aso..

joke time

2005-03-30T16:20:00.000+08:00

hay naku.. may naisip na naman ako kagabi na pwedeng paglibangan.. hmm.. sikwet ko na un.. sasabihin ko din sa inyo balang-araw.. hahaha.. excited na ko! kahapon lang, ang sama sama ng pakiramdam ko.. dahil, alam nyo na.. so, gusto ko na lang mag-joke ngaun para masaya naman dito sa blog ko.. so, here are some jokes got from.. to0ot! sikwet din! Laughter is the brush that sweeps away the cobwebs of heart so wear a smile wherever you are. Just don't smile nang nag-iisa ka, iba na yun, baka may makahalata. Look at the world around you, you'll see God's creativity. Look at the lunch table, you'll see God's providence. Look at the mirror, you'll see God's sense of humor. Some say angels aren't true, some say they're just behind you. Some think they came from heaven, but the truth is, it's just the ONE texting you. In my dream, you I see: There's something in your eyes that shocked me… Oh my gosh, golly! It's a morning glory! Noong bata pa ako, peborit ko ang sex. Noong tinedyer na ako, sex pa rin. Ngayong may edad na ako, gusto ko pa rin, sex. Bakit kaya hindi ko magustuhan ang sivin? MR: Labs, bakit ang dami mo naming biniling Inquirer? Anong gagawin mo dyan? MRS: Bumili na ko ng madami, kasi bukas daw magtataas na sila ng presyo. Sino ang nakadiscover ng Jai Alai? Ang mga Hapon at Intsik. Ibinato noon ng Hapon ang bola sabay sigaw ng "Jai" at natamaan ang mga Intsik sa ulo at sumigaw ng "Alai!" - He who laughs last thinks slowest. - aun.. sana naman natawa kayo sa medyo corny jokes.. magbibigay pa ko.. kung gusto nyo green jokes para mas masaya kayo.. alam ko naman na un ang gusto nyo e..

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2005-03-29T14:21:00.000+08:00

putangina talaga.. waaaah!! ayoko ng umiyak.. pero ayaw talaga tumigil ng luha ko!! anyone? help me! pls?? putangina talaga.. bakit lagi na lang ganun? bakit, waaah!! hirap talaga magkaron ng bf na ayaw ng parents para sayo.. waaahh!! ang hirap hirap!! nasasaktan ako pag cnasabihan ako tungkol sa kanya.. nahihirapan ako pag cnasabing ganito ganito.. pero, may tiwala naman daw sakin!.. talaga? waaah! tiwala!? waaah! putangina.. bakit ganun!? di ko cla maintindihan.. di din naman kc nila ako maintindihan e.. di nga nila alam na kami na.. pero, tangina, halata naman cguro nila un na mahal ko na ung tao.. ilang beses na kong napagalitan dahil sa kanya, pero, ano! wala pa rin! putangina! di ko talaga makaya.. kung di ko lang talaga sya mahal, dati pa ko nag-give up.. minsan nga, feeling ko ganun din mangyayari sakin pag di ko na nakaya.. iyak na ko ng iyak.. please? sana may makatulong sakin.. di ko talaga maintindihan mga nangyayari sakin.. do i have to let him go if i want him to stay?? i love him so much.. we love each other so much, but then, may mga taong pumipigil sa min.. mala-romeo&juliet! waaah! bakit ganun!? kahit anong pilit ko na layuan na xa, pag nakita ko lang xa, lalong nawawala ung mga cnabi sakin.. bakit ganun!? kung di ko lang mahal ung mga magulang ko, dati pa ko lumayas.. pero, bakit ganun!? di nila maintindihan ung nararamdaman ko.. di na lang nga ako nagsasalita kasi kahit naman magsalita ako di din naman nila papakinggan.. bakit naman ganun!? of all the people, kung cno pa ung mahal ko, un pa ung ayaw.. at kung cno pa ung gusto ng mum ko, un naman ung ayaw ko!!! putangina..

learning tagalog

2005-03-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

got this joke from my cousin, jowee.. miss u insan! Contemplate - kulang ang mga pinggan Punctuation - pera para maka-enrol Ice Buko - nagtatanong kung ayos na angbuhok Tenacious - sapatos na pang tennis Calculator - tawagan kita mamaya Devastation - sakayan ng bus Protestant - Tindahan ng prutas Statue - Ikaw ba yan? Tissue - Ikaw nga! Predicate - Pakawalan mo ang pusa Dedicated - Pinatay ang pusa Aspect - Pantusok o pandurog ng yelo Deduct - Ang pato Defeat - Ang paa (ng pato?) Detail - Ang buntot (ng pato?) Deposit - Gripo (Call DIPLOMA if DEPOSIT is leaking) City - Bago mag-utso; A number to follow 6 Cattle - Doon nakatila ang Hali at Leyna Persuading - Unang Kasal Depress - Ang nagkasal sa PERSUADING Defense - Ginamit na mga pangsulat sa kontrata sa PERSUADING It depends - Kainin mo ang bakod Shampoo - Bago mag-labing-isha (11) Delusion - Maluwang (kapag maluwang ang damit, eh DELUSION) Delivery - Walang bayad. Kapag working lunch, eh DELIVERY na ang tanghalian Profit - Patunayan mo Balance Sheet - What comes out after eating a balance diet Backlog - bacon saka egg Beehive - magpakatino ka CD-ROM - tingnan mo ang kwarto Debug - ang ipis Defrag - ang palaka Defense - ang bakod Defer - ang balahibo Deflate - ang plato Detest - ang eksamin Devalue - 'yon ang susunod sa letrang V Devote - ang boto Dilemma - brownout Effort - 'dun nagla-land ang efflane Forums - apat na kwarto July - nagsinungaling ka ba?

happy easter! =)

2005-03-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

easter sunday na.. alalng.. tagal ko ng di nag-update.. umalis na c jesz kahapon.. kakalungkot.. gusto ko pa naman sumama sa kanya paghatid sa airport.. pero, nakausap ko naman xa.. hay.. i'll miss jessica so much.. galing kami sa san pablo e.. alalng.. we spend holy week there, from thursday.. aun, alalng.. walang magawa.. walang magawa.. kakabagot.. miss my batchmates..

SMART Promo

2005-03-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

kung ang Sun may 24/7, ang Smart may 258! yebaaah! General Mechanics: 1. SMART 258 Unlimited Calls: a. To avail of the service, you must load as low as P115. Register then by keying in 258 and send to 889. b. A message confirmation of the 10-day registration validity will be sent. 2. SMART 258 Unlimited Text: a. To avail of the promo, you must load as low as P60. Register then by keying 258 and send to 883. b. A message confirmation of the 6-day registration validity will be sent. 3. PLACING CALLS using SMART 258 Unlimited a. To make a call, text in the number of the party being called and send to 882 Example: 09198615279, send to 882 b. You will then receive a call from 882. c. After answering the call from 882, a call (displaying your number) will be made to the party that is being called. 4. TEXTING using SMART 258 Unlimited a. You can send unlimited text messages to any SMART or Talk 'N Text subscriber. b. Text messages sent to non-SMART subscribers, landlines, or international will be charged with prevailing rates. - Unlimited text messages apply to messages sent to other subscribers within the Smart Network only. - Regular rates apply for VAS downloads and messages to other networks. * To continue enjoying the SMART 258 service, your account must have a minimum balance of at least P1.00 after the registration and during the 10-day (call) or 6-day (text) period. Promo valid from March 11 to April 10, 2005. ayos diba? so ano! mag-smart na rin! hihi.. alalng..

happy 7th

2005-03-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

pero di happy.. weird.. nakakaasar lang talaga ngaun.. kaasar!!! kahapon!! hmphf!! ewan.. nakakaasar lang talaga.. hay, aayusin ko na nga lang ung site ng batch namin.. http://www.geocities.com/best_batch_of_misa/ dont expect too much.. kc kakaayos plang yan..

1st day

2005-03-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

1st day ng ano? diba? nga naman.. hehe.. di ko din alam e.. 1st day of vacation.. hay naku.. grabe! no tears fell down from my cheeks, guys! hihi.. alalng.. atapang a tao.. uhm, hindi.. wag.. baka mamaya mawala.. hihi.. di ko na alam kung kkwento ko pa ung graduation e.. wag na lang.. baka malungkot pa ko.. basta, di ako umiyak.. hihi.. buddy, c jesz, and mai lang ung nakitang kong umiyak.. di ako naiyak though buddy was beside me when we're reciting the poem, singing the grad song, etc.. magkalapit kami ni buddy all throughout our 'moment'.. hihi.. i tried to make her laugh.. she laugh but then she hadn't control her tears.. oh well, i can't control anyone's feelings.. for instance, you can not control someone's feelings specially when it is true.. real.. ayt? oh well, i'll miss my batchmates so much.. "i know i'll often and stop think about them" (from our grad song).. yah, that's true.. but the momeries we have shared will stay here in my heart.. =) nga pla, 2nd honorable mention to! hihi! i'm so proud of myself.. acknowledgements: GOD, for giving me this kind of award and all the beautiful things He had given me.. MUM AND DAD, for always supporting me, for giving what i need, for being so loving and understanding parents, and for all the things they have taught me.. sabi nga ni mimi, that medal was for my parents.. it was not for me alone.. MY RELATIVES, for also supporting me.. MY TEACHERS, for being our second parents.. they are not just our mentors, they are our REAL friends.. i'll miss them so much! MY FRIENDS & BATCHMATES, for the unforgettable memories we have shared, those happy or sad.. i learned a lot from you guys.. you helped me mold myself into one great person.. and i want to thank you for that.. i'm gonna miss you guys!!! so aun.. wala na akong masabi.. yan lang naman ung gusto kong sabihin e.. congrats to you, my fellow graduates!!! LOVE KO_BATCH KO *announcements* what: SENIOR'S NIGHT when: TUESDAY, MARCH 22, 2005, 3:30pm where: AVA'S HOUSE (Summerhills Subd.) attire: FORMAL (joke) KAHIT ANO.. kung gusto nyong magswim suit, okei lang.. bra&panty or brief, okei lang din.. kung gusto nyong maging astig, being naked is recommended.. basta carry nyo ha.. hehe (joke lang)

graduation

2005-03-19T11:13:00.000+08:00

friends together soon to part once we grew we shared we loved but now we bid ourselves FAREWELL because high school life as we all know is OVER.. good life good love good luck.. SENIORS '04-'05 now signing off.. farewell to you, my batchmates!!! :+: LOVE KO BATCH KO :+:

last practice

2005-03-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

oh my god.. last practice na ngaun.. parang di ko carry.. graduation na tomorrow.. sana di ako umiyak.. hihi.. pero, baka maiyak din ako.. nakakaasar pa nga minsan, kc sinasabi pa ng mum ko and tito na un daw ung pinakamalungkot na nangyari sa kanya nung highschool.. parang, basta.. pero, di ko na lang pinapansin.. hay, ang bilis bilis talaga.. parang dati, wala akong kilala sa mga tao dun.. tapos, isa isa ko na silang nakikilala.. tapos, nagkaron na ko ng barkada.. nagkaron na away nung 2nd year.. walang pansinan nung 3rd year.. and ngaun naman.. magkakahiwalay na kami.. =( nakakalungkot talaga.. pero, ganun talaga ang buhay.. hay naku.. goodluck na lang samin lahat! i hope we'll be successful someday.. kahit pasaway ung mga yan, best batch yan! =) kaartehan ko wala ng kkontra, pagbigyan na.. minsan lang umarte.. wootoot! love_ko_batch_ko

heaven and hell

2005-03-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

di ako pumasok ngayon! kc ayaw ko.. hihi.. joke lang! gusto kong pumasok kaso ayaw akong papasukin ng nanay ko.. aun.. nasabi ko na un kahapon sa post ko.. alalng.. wala namang magawa.. pati nga sweetie ko di na rin pumasok.. sabi ko kc wag na xang pumasok kc may sakit xa.. pero, nagpunta din xa sa school ngaun kc dumating na dad nya.. magbabayad kc cla ng iba pang accounts nya sa school.. so, aun.. i hope he's okei now.. i'm missing him right now, her hugs and kisses.. hihi.. ang chiri, ang landi.. may nakachat akong dalawang tao.. pareho ang aming mga pinag-usapan.. pag-ibig.. pero magkaiba ang kanilang emosyon.. ang isa ay sobrang saya, ang isa naman ay sawing sawi sa pag-ibig.. tsk tsk tsk.. kawawa naman ang isa na sawing sawi dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal nya sa babae, naaapektuhan ang kanyang buhay.. pag may isang bagay na related sa taong mahal nya lumalayo na xa sa bagay na un.. tsk tsk tsk.. malala ang pagmamahal nya sa babaeng un.. kaso, ang masakit may mahal ng iba ang babae.. to pa, may mahal na ngang iba, di pa xa pinapansin.. sobrang manhid daw nung babae kahit anong gawin nya para mapakita ang kanyang pagmamahal.. kaya ako, kagabi, nakikinig lang sa kanyang istoryang kahabag-habag.. kawawa na ang aking kaibigan.. sana'y maging masaya xa pag dating ng college, at sana'y makalimutan na nya ang babaeng un na nagpapahirap sa kanyang damdamin.. tsk tsk tsk.. =( pero, ako naman ay natutuwa sa isa kong kaibigan na aking kapatid, na aking kuya dahil xa'y napakasaya.. as in, pag may sasabihin xa laging may smile.. halatang halatang masaya xa.. sana nga magpatuloy ang kasiyahan nyang un, at sana'y magpatuloy na nga ang pagmamahal nya sa babaeng un.. sabihin na nating may pagkaloko dati ang kaibigan ko, pero sa ngayon, sa napapansin ko, gagawin nya lahat para mapamahal ang babae sa kanya.. ginagawa nya lahat, kahit na ikahiya pa nya, kahit na sabihin ng iba na corny ang pinaggagawa nya.. wala xang pakialam kahit anong sabihin ng ibang tao.. all he care about is that girl.. nagpapahingi pa nga advice sa kin, e alam ko naman na expert sya dun.. ang masasabi ko lang sa kaibigan ko na un ay sana'y maging masaya xa dun sa babaeng un.. =) hay, naging dalawa ung emosyon ko kagabi, nalungkot at natuwa sa mga pinagsasabi ng mga kaibigan ko kagabi.. di ko na nga alam kung pano pa magrreact sa mga sinasabi nila dahil ung isa parang nasa heaven, ung isa naman parang nasa hell.. hay, aun.. kung nag-iisip kayo kung cno ung mga taong un, c andrew and mikael ung mga un.. c andrew ung masaya, c mikael ung malungkot.. aun.. cge, wala na kong masabi, masyadong matagalog ang aking mga pinagsasabi..

6teen

2005-03-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

alalng.. may pasok kami kanina, mga officers lang, sa cocc pati ung mga rookies namin.. pictorial session para sa yearbook.. hihi.. and sympre, di kami magpapahuli dun.. 'camera shy' kami e.. sayang nga kc absent c anjo.. pasaway, kulang tuloy kami.. pati c cherizza.. hay, sayang.. alalng.. nung una, mga solo pix lang.. c buddy, mary, and sweetie lang ung nagpasolo pic.. aun.. tapos, group pix na.. by year level.. cympre, kami munang fourth year.. dalawang shots, isang serious, isang with smile.. hihi.. para kaming ewan, alalng.. then, ung mga 3rd year, tapos ung dalawang 2nd year.. after that, buong marshals na.. no smile, then with smile.. niloloko pa nga namin si sir ruel and sir benjo kc ayaw pang sumama sa min nung kami ng lahat na mga marshals.. sabi ko: ai, ayaw, kc nalulungkot, aalis na ung ibang marshals nya.. hehe.. aun, pero, sumama na din cla.. pati ung mga rookies kasama na.. after nung pictorial, nagpaform ung sweetie ko.. alam ko na sasabihin nun, magpapaalam sa mga kapawa marshals namin dahil last day na namin to.. di pa naman kc graduation makikita pa rin namin cla gawa nung cross sword.. pero, mamimiss ko din cla.. nakakalungkot kc 1 year din kami nagsama sa hirap at saya.. nax naman! hehe.. tama na nga, ang drama ko.. pagkatapos nun, i texted my mudra kung aalis pa ba kami.. tapos, oo daw.. so nagpunta kami ng greenhills.. wala pa namang maganda, sabi ng mum ko.. may nakita nga ko na board shorts na roxy.. kaso, medyo mahal, P550.. pero, pwede pa daw babaan.. sayang maganda pa naman.. cympre, roxy.. ang nabili lang ng mum ko ay cellophane.. tss.. di nga ko papasok bukas kc gawa nun, magpapacellophane ako.. arte nanay ko e.. wag na daw ako pumasok para maganda naman daw ung hair ko.. fine.. may nadaanan nga kami na isang gadget shop.. i asked how much is the iPod mini.. kaasar, 14thou pala un.. mas mura sa states, $150 lang, so mga 7500 lang dito un.. hay, aun.. after sa greenhills, we went to galleria coz my dad was there.. hahatid nya ko pauwi.. aun, wala naman kaming nabili.. ai, meron pala.. sa pRp, P99 lang e.. bumili ung nanay ko ng dalawang top.. pangbabahay lang daw.. tss.. aun lang.. *buddy, sorry di na ko nakapunta sa inyo.. di na din kta natext.. sorry..* i'll miss my co-officers.. ='(

monday

2005-03-14T21:16:00.000+08:00

march 14.. kala ko meron may bday ngaun.. hihi.. alalng.. kala ko din last practice today.. un pla, meron pa tomorrow.. retreat ngaun ng juniors.. alalng.. last day nila tomorrow.. alalng.. wala me masabi.. kkwento ko na nga lang ung nangyari sakin.. woke up 8am in the morning.. breakfast, then took a bath.. after that, i called nikho kung papasok xa.. minsan kc tinatamad xa, di na pumapasok.. kahit naman ako.. it's so tedious singing, singing and singing.. un lang naman ang ginagawa namin dun.. anyway, papasok nga xa.. so, nag-ayos ayos muna ako ng mga things ko.. nagintay ako ng hanggang 11am, un kc ung time na magkikita kami ni nikho sa sagbat, place ng sakayan.. so aun, 11am na.. so aun, sabay na kami ng mum ko umalis kc she's going to buy medicines for my grandma.. good thing, may dumaan na kilala ni mum.. so, nakisakay na lang kami.. [libre pamasahe kaya ayos] so, aun.. at exactly 11am [at my watch], i arrived at sagbat.. nikho was not there yet.. so, as usual, i waited there.. for 20 minutes.. i texted her but she didn't even reply.. maybe, ung sim nya hindi nakalagay sa fone nya.. anyway, she came at sagbat by 11:30.. medyo naasar ako kc ang tagal tagal kong nagiintay dun tapos di man lang xa nagreply dun sa text ko.. so, when she came she explained that their maid was so shunga ever waiting there at the photo shop.. hindi daw kc pinapansin nung tao dun.. so, aun, basta.. so, parang iba na naman ung feeling ko.. kc feeling ko, malalate na naman kami.. buti na lang ulit, we got there at the school by past 12, but they were not yet starting.. *whew* so, nagpunta na muna kami sa comfort room kc nawiwiwi na ko.. *cr girl* went upstairs, they were all there.. chatting, chatting, chatting.. so, aun.. pero, dumating na din c sir benjo nun.. pag dating nya, hay, guess wat kung anong kinukuha.. SOLICITATION.. sabi nga ng dad ko masyado na daw ung school na yan.. di bale na, aalis na naman kami e.. pero nakakalungkot pa rin.. ='( anyway, di ako nakapagbigay, because i forgot to remind my parents.. so aun.. may mga nagbigay naman, konti nga lang.. hihi.. cympre, madaming makakalimutin sa min.. or talagang kinakalimutan lang.. hihi.. aun, tapos, sir angel also came and ganun din.. humihingi ng pera pero hindi solicitation.. ung mga payments sa mga activities namin cmula linggo ng wika.. o diba, grabe.. hanggang ngaun meron pa ding not yet paid.. hihi.. well, that's life.. mahirap na buhay ngaun.. anyway, after payment session, practice na.. ung on the waves, pledge of loyalty.. tapos, nagpunta na kami sa auditorium coz the mch students were done practicing at the audi.. it's our time.. to shine! hehe.. joke lang.. so, practice ng mga mass songs.. ganun ganun.. aun.. tapos, graduation na.. practice lang.. tapos, ung favorite part ko, ung graduation song.. *aww* na-LSS ako kahapon dun.. as in palagi ko xang kinakanta.. kaya nga napost ko un.. alalng.. anyway, after the practice, our favorite.. BREAK TIME.. hihi.. kain kain, chibog chibog.. dapat nga magssecond round kami nila jesz and ice.. pero, pag punta namin, wala na.. =( how sad.. gustong gusto pa naman ni jesz.. natutulala na nga xa dun sa pagkain nya nung hinihintay nya kami ni ice.. hihi.. anyway, after kumain, wala na kaming ginagawa.. as in kaming lahat.. meron jamming dun sa dulo, merong naglalaro, merong nagaasaran, merong nagdadaldalan, merong natutulog, merong nakatutunganga, merong kumakain ng pansit na dala ni marino, at cympre, meron din nagcchirian.. hihi! at kami ni roy un.. haha.. cno pa nga ba.. hehe.. tapos, nung mga past 4 na, pinauwi na kami ni ms.lolit.. wala na naman kaming ginagawa tska alam na namin ung sa mass songs and sa grad.. so aun.. saya saya namin kc uuwi na.. and cympre, hinatid kami ni roy pauwi.. =) cympre.. natatawa nga ko sa kanya e, pag umuurong ung kalapit nya uurong din sya.. kahit na sobrang laki na nung space nung sa kanya, di naman masikip.. natatawa lang ako kc baka isipin nung mga tao bakla xa, may gusto xa dun sa guy.. hihi.. cnabi ko nga un sa kanya e.. hehe.. alalng.. saya ko lang.. hay.. aun.. ai! to pa.. kaasar ung pinsan ko na minumura ko kahapon sa post ko.. f*ck talaga un.. kaasar! kc hinatid ako ni roy pauwi hanggang bahay.. e nandun xa dun sa stairs, nakita nya c roy.. sabi ba naman: oi! c roy and ate paula! magkasama sa tricycle! uyyyy!.. paulit ulit un! ang lakas lakas pa naman nung boses nun.. argh! hmphf! bwisit.. aun.. cge, ang sakit na ng kamay ko kakakwnto.. nga pla to ung poem na sasabihin namin.. on the waves the walks on the beach, when footprints came, in groups of four or more, will always stay with me. but the tide is pulling me away. so with this final wave, i say farewell to this sand that was my home. someday, we shall meet again. somewhere in this endless world, our journey or destination will cross us in time. until then, i will travel under the moonlight, warm and reflecting like your eyes. i will hear your voice echoing, in every seashell that i come across.. so smile, and know that all waves, will pass each other again.. aww, nakakatouch.. diba? bagay talaga samin.. *sigh* LoVe_kO..BaTcH_kO

hay

2005-03-13T12:53:00.000+08:00

leche ung pinsan ko.. nakailang beses ng tawag sakin.. tumutugon naman ako.. tangina, lalo akong magkakasakit nito e.. hay naku.. **************** There are places I'll remember All my life though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places have their moments With lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life I've loved them all But of all these friends and lovers There is no one compares with you And these memories lose their meaning When I think of love as something new Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more In my life ~~I love you more~~love ko batch ko **************** graduation song namin, in my life by the beatles.. medyo luma na, pero ayos lang, ung meaning naman ung kanta ung maganda e.. kaya un.. kanta kanta na lang ako para mawala ung galit ko.. cge, pupunta pa kc ako kla bestcuz.. magppaburn pa ko ng mga cds.. aun.. ciao.. gugutom na ko.. *sana masaya kayo ngaun*

absent

2005-03-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

absent ako ngaun.. hihi.. pero kaasar.. hmmphf.. may sakit DAW ako.. ewan.. baka nga, kasi kahapon not enough vitamins ako.. hay, kaasar nga e.. alalng.. pero okei lang.. at least di ako tutunganga dun sa auditorium.. kanta ng kanta.. lakad lakad.. bow.. hay, kakatamad din kc.. tomorrow nga din di ako ppasok.. okei lang.. pero, di okei sa ibang tao.. mamimiss nila ko.. hehe.. joke lang.. kapal naman ng mukha ko.. hehe.. alalng.. pero, kaasar, wala naman akong magawa.. di ko makatext c roy kasi di pwedeng gamitin ung fone pag nagppractice.. argh.. hay, miss ko na din xa.. hay.. **************** Someone you can believe in; Someone who is there for you, reminding you to have faith in yourself; Someone who inspires you to follow your heart; Someone who looks forward to spending time with you; Someone who gives you support, and helps you acheive so that you can spread your wings and soar; Someone who offers you advice, gives you a peace of mind, and a sense of pride; Someone who will listen and help you through the hard times drying your tears, so that all your fears disappear in the night **************** ai, di na nga pla angels or devils ung grad song namin.. ung in my life na.. okei lang naman kahit na luma.. hehe.. naaaddict na nga ung iba sa min.. kakanta.. haha! saya saya! kakatawag lang ng sweetie ko.. =) hehe.. alalng.. grabe, love u kagad ung cnabi.. *chiri* *blush* grabe! kilig kilig ako.. tapos, narinig ko pa ung boses ni lolit.. ms.lolit pala.. tss.. aun.. pero, ang saya.. kahit naputol na.. hehe.. alalang.. *kumpleto na araw ko, wala na akong sakit*

first practice

2005-03-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

grabe! to na! grabe! waah! first practice ng graduation namin.. pero di ko pa rin feel kanina na graduation na namin.. ang gulo kc.. sabi kc samin na 12 kami dun sa school.. kala ko nga late na ko.. tapos, pag dating ko, di pa pla nagsstart.. tapos, ang konti pa namin.. uhm, di naman masyado.. pero, wla lang.. basta.. aun.. tapos, ala na ung mga undergrads.. half day cla cmula ngaun hanggang wednesday.. kaasar.. bakit samin dati di ganun? argh.. tapos sa thursday may exam na cla.. wawa naman cla redge.. ung may mga gf sa undergrads kc di na nila masyadong makakasama ung mga mahal nila sa buhay.. ='( kaasar pa naman pag ganun.. hay.. anyway, practice ng mga songs for the baccalaureate mass.. hulaan nyo kung cnong nagtuturo? sir dom! yes naman! isa xang teacher na sobrang bait.. kahit na inaaway na xa ng mga students wala xang pakialam.. kahit may nagpapatayan na, wala pa rin xang pakialam.. joke lang! pero luvs namin un.. how could we forget the most handsome teacher we've ever met! hehe! alalang.. tpos, ilang minutes, nagpunta na kami sa sa auditorium.. wala na kc dun ung mga batang kawawa.. hehe.. joke.. ung mga preschool, u know! ai grabe! saya saya ko kanina! grabe! nakausap ko na din sa wakas c clara, sis ni saab! [tama ba ung spelling] sobrang cute nya kc, ang taba taba! sobra! waah! saya saya ko! hehe.. alalng.. aun, tapos, practice ng grad.. lakad lakad.. punta sa stage.. papansin.. aun.. nga pla, saya ko din.. honor ako! waah! saya saya! alalang.. kaso, badtrip.. lahat ng honor manlilibre.. magttreat.. in short, magpapakain.. ganun daw un e.. hmphf.. kaasar.. kung pwede nga lang sana candies na lang.. hehe.. diba? astig kaya un.. sarap pa.. habang nagppractice, kumakain ng candy.. yummy! aun, lakad lakad ulit.. practice.. tapos uwi na! sa wakas! haha! kaasar! hapon pa kc ung pasok namin.. wala na tuloy lakwacha.. argh.. bwisit.. aun.. nga pla, nagcommute ako pauwi.. nakanangtoots! hehe.. kasama ko naman c nikho e.. tska cympre, sweetie ko.. di naman matitiis nun na di ako ihatid pauwi.. baka may mangyari pa saking masama.. aun.. alalng.. nga pla, okei lang ba to na grad song? angels or devils by dishwalla this is the last time that I'm ever gonna come here tonight this is the last time - I will fall into a place that fails us all - inside I can see the pain in you I can see the love in you but fighting all the demons will take time it will take time the angels they burn inside for us are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly the devils they burn inside of us are we ever gonna come back down come around I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold this is the last time that I'm ever gonna give in tonight are there angels or devils crawling here? I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see still I can see the pain in you and I can see the love in you and fighting all the demons will take time it will take time the angels they burn inside for us are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly the devils they burn inside of us are we ever gonna come back down - come around I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us if I was to give in - give it up - and then take a breath - make it deep cause it might be the last one you get be the last one that could make us cold you know that they could make us cold I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ okei naman cguro diba? alalng.. ciao! ilang days na lang grad na.. mamimiss ko batchmates ko.. promise! lalo na friends ko! mwah! nyt! love ko batch ko! *galing kay allan afable yan*

retreat

2005-03-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

ang tagal ko ng di nakakpag-update.. hehe.. alalng.. oh well, kwento ko na lang ung nangyari nung retreat.. our retreat was at binangonan.. at first, we're disappointed.. our retreat supposed to be tagaytay.. pero, sabi sa office na they called our parents and asked them about our retreat.. they called the parents of the students who didnt return the reply slips.. i returned the reply slip so nobody called my mom.. but then, nikho didnt return the reply slip pero wala naman daw tumawag sa kanila.. hay.. change topic.. march 1: lake island is not that bad for us.. in fact it's really a relaxing place.. there's a swimming pool.. lil pool.. di kami magkkasya dun sa pool na un.. ang liit nya talaga! promise! mukha lang xang malaki sa brochure pero ang liit pa nya.. may playground.. and may apartment style na haus tapos meron din ung parang bahay.. nung una nasa apartment style kami, magkakatabi ung mga rooms namin.. ako, ava, yang ung magkakasama.. tapos sa isang room c nikho, mai, mary.. tapos cla mel, jesz, ice, mitch nman sa kabila.. tpos, malapit lang sa min ung mga rooms ng mga boys.. hehe.. *flirt alert* punta nga ng punta ung mga boys sa mga rooms e.. cympre, kasama dun sweetie ko.. pero, may binago ung mga teachers nung nakita ni ms.lolit c roy sa room namin tapos, magkatabi pa kami.. nakahiga xa, sleeping, ako gumagawa ng palanca letter.. aun, alalng.. nagalit xa dun.. ginawa, lahat ng girls sa dama de noche, ung mga bahay.. tapos ung mga boys dun sa apartmnt style.. tapos, nasa gitnag room nung dalawang styles na un cla ms.gel and ms.lolit.. harhar.. worst thing, nasa dulo kami, nasa dulo cla roy.. hay, nangawawa kami sa isang room.. ako, ava, mai, nikho, yang, mary sa isang room.. e ang pwede 5persons lang.. hay, mga pasaway nagsama.. tapos ung apat nasa kabilang room.. ang gulu-gulo ng room namin, sobra.. nahihiya na nga ko dun sa mga ate, ung mga naglilinis.. puro mga tamad pa ung nakasama ko.. tsktsk.. aun.. ngaun namang araw na to, puro free time kami.. snacks, free time, lunch, free time.. sunud-sunod un.. pero after nung free time namin, activity na kagad.. lagi pa kaming nalalate sa mga activity.. tsktsk.. pero ayos lang.. hehe.. hay, naku.. naiirita talaga ako dun sa retreat master.. ewan ko kung bakit.. kc ung mukha nya e, parang punung-puno ng probs! alam mo un, di na xa ngumiti.. argh.. ayoko kc ng ganun.. pero, basta, kaasar.. aun.. basta.. di ko na tuloy matandaan ung first activity namin.. aun! alam ko na, ung may hahawakan kaming pasta tapos maglalakad kami patagilid.. basta, weird.. pero okei lang.. masaya na din.. game kaming lahat.. hehe.. tapos nun, dinner na.. tapos, naiba ung mga places namin.. iba na ung mga kasama namin sa table.. alalng.. ai, may naalala ako, parang naasar sa min c ms.lolit kc kumain na kami kagad nung lunch.. sabi kc nila pag lunch, dinner, basta kakain, punta na kami kagad dun, kain na kagad.. di kc nila cnabi na we have to wait for the others.. sorry cla, gutom na gutom na kami nun e.. hehe.. aun, alalng.. okei lang.. masaya din.. after nun, may session ulit.. kung anong masasabi dun sa dinner namin.. ang saya saya nga ni ryan nun e, kc nakatabi nya ung mahal nya, c mimi.. haha! gulat nga xa nun e.. tapos, sagutan cla, kasi pupunta sa harap tapos magsasalita.. ganun ganun.. ang cute.. lahat kami kinikilig.. hehe.. alalng.. aun.. tapos, kaasar, kahit antok na antok na ko nun, mga 1am ng madaling araw ako nakatulog.. argh! ang iingay kc nila.. march 2: mga 7:30 na kami nagising, sabi sa min 6am daw dapat.. alalng.. lahat naman kami e.. morning exercises.. tapos, breakfast.. tapos, activity ulit.. ewan ko lang kung anong activity pero, parang ano yata, ung may kukuha ka ng isang bagay na ddescribe ung sarili mo.. nung una, kinuha ko flower.. e nakita ko puro flower ung kinuha nung mga girls.. so iniba ko na lang, slippers.. naiyak pa ko dun sa cnabi ko.. pati nga c buddy e, ung kay buddy water.. lalim ng cnabi nya.. actually lahat naman kami ang lalalim ng mga cnabi.. di nga kapanipaniwala ung mga pnagsasabi namin e.. lalo na ung mga boys.. maddrama din pala cla.. hehe.. pero, nakakatuwa.. alalng.. tapos, lunch.. meron din kaming activity na maguusap ng kung anu-ano.. di naman kami nagusap.. tapos, magddrawing ng kung anoano ung mga dreams ng bawat isa.. masaya naman.. okei lang.. nga pla, nasabi ko na ba na ito na ung pinakalast day namin sa retreat kc wala na kaming gagawin sa march 3? alalng.. hehe.. ang saya.. alalng.. after nung dinner, hot seat activity na.. cnasabi isa isa kung ano ung mga positive and negative traits.. nauna c luigi.. aun, sabi sabi.. kung ano ano.. natapos na kami ng 3am ng madaling araw, lahat naman dw kc may gusto.. okei fine.. ang tagal pa g turn ko, huli pa ko kaya nung nagsasalita ako, humihikab na.. tska konti lang.. aun.. alalng.. pero, masaya after nun, kc bibigay na ung mga palanca letters.. tska, hhug lahat nung mga taong gusto mong hug.. lhat ng may away naghug.. tulad ni lucky and ice, thanx talaga bati na cla.. sana nga.. aun.. tapos, kla ko di ko na mayayakap c sweetie.. bgla kc xang nawala nung nagbibigay ng mga palanca letters.. tapos, nung bago kami matulog, nagpunta xa sa room namin.. nakita pa nga ni ms.lolit e.. sabi pa nya na punta na daw c roy sa room nila, para magrest.. tapos sabi ni roy na sandali lang.. kla ko naman kung ano ung sasabihin nya.. hehe.. bigla nya kong yinakap.. *kilig*blush* haha.. nandun pa nga c ms.lolit e.. hehe.. gulat nga xa e.. haha.. tapos, di na maalis ung ngiti ko hanggang tulog na ko.. ü march 3: uwian na, tapos, nakita din naming ung mga pix namin sa prom.. cguro makukuha na namin un tomorrow.. alalng.. okei naman pic ko.. ganda ko pa rin.. yhuck! ang kapal! hehe! alalng.. di ko na masyadong matandaan ung mga pinaggawa ko nun.. basta ang alam ko, natulog ako.. pero, gumawa ako ng letter for roy.. sabi nya kc na gawa ko daw xa.. ung extra statio dun sa letter nya sakin.. un daw ung pagsulatan ko.. nagdrama nga lola mo e.. hehe.. alalng.. english pa un.. hehe.. alalng.. cge na, uuwi na ko sa morong kc dito ako sa philam.. nagtake ako ng exam sa trinity para sa nursing.. gusto ng parents ko magnursing ako.. pero, okei lang sakin.. *hay, thanx talaga.. okei na kaming lahat.. sana nga.. okei na c lambert, nagsorry na xa kay sweetie, buddy, and cympre, kay mel.. *kilig* tapos c chard, nagsorry din kay buddy.. masaya*

2005-02-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

i still have 3 days to make palanca letters for my friends, classmates and schoolmates.. and teachers.. to thank them for the good things they have shared with me.. say sorry for the wrong things i've done to them.. i know i made a lot of mistakes.. im so sorry for the people that i hurt, that sometimes im not aware that im hurting them.. but then, im so grateful to have many friends even if i show them the real me.. thanx friends for the happiness, for always being there especially when im really down, for listening to my problems, for being a shoulder when im crying, for being a shield to protect me.. i wont forget those memories that we shared.. i know it's only memories but memories is the impotant things that happened to a person cause through memories you can see the happiest or loneliest times in your life.. again, thank you very much.. love you!!! =) i was looking for some friendship qoutes.. then, i found this story and really touched my heart.. Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is." it is really true that time is the only thing that can understand how great love is.. right? well, got to go..

no classes, no fone

2005-02-25T17:12:00.000+08:00

no classes.. hay, parang.. ewan ko.. namimiss ko na mga friends ko.. di pa nga nagbbakasyon, feeling ko, college na kami.. or just because, nagssave ako ng mga pix namin.. i borrowed buddy's diskettes filled with our pix.. grabe, ang dami! as in sobra! i hope na wala naman virus ung mga diskettes nya.. anyway, i scanned it first.. hay.. nga pla, to ung mga pix namin sa prom na i got from buddy's floppy.. me and buddy me and sweetie buddy and her date, patrick nikho and her cuz, franco yang, prom queen, and her date, dennis [?] mai and her cuz, forgot his name buddy and mitch buddy and ice buddy and akira buddy and allan buddy and redge buddy and winoy sir benjo and my chics ayan, diba ang gaganda at ggwapo? hihi.. pagbigyan na, minsan lang mangarap.. tska aalis na kami.. ='( huhuhu.. hay naku! kaasar talaga c roy! argh! kuha kc ng kuha ng fone! yan tuloy! nakalimutan nya bigay sakin! nung nandito na ko sa bahay saka ko lang natandaan! argh!!!! kaasar!!! pag nalaman pa to ng mum ko, patay patay na ko.. hay, wish ko lang tlaga di mahalata ng nanay ko.. waaah! kinakabahan na ko.. kanina nga, she asked me kung nasan ung fone nya.. i was using her fone last night.. i texted roy gawa nga nung fone ko.. i thought she said 'where's your fone?' i thought she would use my fone kc ang alam ko wala na xang load.. kc nung nagmmiscall ako kay roy, ayaw na magpatawag kc di na daw ganun ganun.. basta! un na un.. hay, sana lang talaga.. pero malapit na naman e.. bukas may pasok kami, half day.. sana lang talaga!